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| oops....i did it again |
| 04.29.04 (10:29 pm) [edit] |
I intended to write yesterday, but drinking kills your memory! I got my car back, after paying $300 to the little bloodsuckers at the towing place, who by the way were complete assholes to me just because I am a girl and my car is cute! Well fuck you too buddy. On the upside, i didn't have to go to work and I got to watch the OC, which is seriously the highlight of my week. Kylie I do not understand how I can love something so much and not have you love it too! I am sitting you down and you are going to watch every single episode (which I have downloaded on my computer b/c I am an internet geek) and I guarantee you by episode 3 you will be hooked :) Anyways.....after watching the OC, James stopped by and gave me beer! That was way cool of him, even though i'm not a big beer drinker. Obvious solution, give it to the boys. So I dragged a DUFFLE BAG full of alcohol down to robs room, thankfully nobody caw me because it was soooo obvious what i was doing, and everyone drank and it was fun and I passed out on rob's floor. At 3 AM I was actually freezing cold (Me...cold?) so I went upstairs, without shoes or keys. I cant even imagine the diseases my feet could have right now. I slept until 2:30, went to psych, then went to work. Unfortunately I am 2 FREAKIN POINTS away from having an A, but there is no way to get those 2 points. Sucks to be me. That means I have to do really good on my econ test, which is just laughable. Work was realllllyyyyy slow and boring. Most of me is glad tomorrow is my last day, but i'm really going to miss all the people I work with. Well, all of them but one :twisted: I can't believe there is only a week and a half left of school....this year has gone by so fast. I was thinking about how different my life was a year ago. My biggest challenges were sneaking Ashley out of school and getting past Fat Pat! Now, I have to be responsible and stuff....WEIRD. In fact, I think exactly a year ago we took a little road trip to Abilene to see the freakin MORMON'S baseball tournament. Which I actually didn't mind bc we hotboxed my car and I got to stare at Justin Asher's ass in baseball pants. Hotness. Ashley I am still extremely disappointed in you for not hooking up with him! And the whole Kylie/Justin/Tres trauma was just beginning......which leaves me with my song lyrics of the day (actually the whole entire cd reminds me of that time):
[i][b]Promises[/b][/i]
I'm looking for answers
To all the questions no one knows
Bleeded and begged
Asked you for nothing
But something showed
Your uneasy eyes, the sweat on your forehead
Everyone's pointing your nervousness out
It's obvious now that you're scared of yourself
Nothing to keep them from knowing this now
There's nothing to keep them from knowing this now
Promises, shattered pieces
Memories of nothing, cowardly
You'll face this all alone
You're find your truths
Are nothing but lies
Still no one knows
You see yourself run, but I see you crawling
To face the truth
You're hesitant now
Your heart must be burning
Ripping and tearing your insides are numb
Restless and weak
Time to start over
Nothing to keep them from emptiness now
There's nothing to keep them from emptiness now
You know how this will end
'Cause the pain inside your head
Is cutting yourself thin
Nothing to do now
When you're buried underground
Your promise haunts you now
-mest
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| i'm bored |
| 04.27.04 (9:44 pm) [edit] |
Unpaid parking tickets finally paid off........my car got towed! And I have no money to get it back......that could be a problem. Especially since I have to work tomorrow. I actually wouldn't mind not going to work because the OC is on and I have missed the past 2 weeks! Isn't that sad thats what i'm most concerned about? I have a serious TV addiction. I am SO HAPPY Kylie is potentially coming here next year........it would seriously make me the happiest person in the whole entire world :) Random thought: I have noticed lately how college kills ambition. Or maybe drinking in college does. Take me, for example. I came to ASU in the first place because of a scholarship and only intended to stay a year or two, then transfer to UCLA or Pepperdine. After that, Stanford law school. As of now, I'm working on not getting kicked out! My new goal is not to be this super lawyer, but I just want to get my GPA up so I can get into the business school. After I am admitted, I can slack off again, as long as I keep a 2.0. How ambitious of me! Since im soooo over law school, or grad school, who cares? I wanna go to FIDM! They don't care about grades, only your creative abilities. My kind of place. I've been really depressed lately.....like all I want to do is sleep. So therefore, these are my lyrics of the day, courtesy of sugarcult:
[i][b]
Crying[/b][/i]
Picking up the pieces of a life you’ve broken
Stitching it together with the seams wide open
You keep crying, crying, crying
Till you cannot see at all
You keep crying, crying, crying
Till you cannot breathe at all
What do you do when you’re alone?
What do you do when no one’s home?
What do you do when you’re alone?
Out of control, Now on your own
Never waking up
The alarm is broken
Running in a dream and it’s like slow motion
Alone
Is there anyone out there?
Is there anyone now?
All I need are the details
Just to find a way out
You can’t break away what you cannot change
You can’t break away........
by the way, their new cd is REALLY good 8)
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| day one |
| 04.27.04 (12:19 am) [edit] |
My psych teacher is making us keep an online diary for the next 2 weeks. So welcome to the randomness of my twisted mind!
I am freaking out about where i'm going to live and who i'm going to live with next year. If Kylie actually came and lived here it would be awesome. We would have so much fun, and I know we could easily live together. No more crazy roommates! Which is why I don't want to live with someone I don't know......I wish I would've done the whole sorority thing this year so I had more girl friends here. Oh well. I know where I want to live, but it is up to my dad to actually buy the townhouse! And he keeps saying he will come out here and we will get everything figured out, but there are like 2 weeks of school left! So who knows. One thing thats for sure is I would rather live by myself than live with someone I don't know. I am so excited Kylie is coming out here to drive back with me. We are going to LA for the weekend first which will be way fun, and I'm stoked to see Kendall! I am glad we have started talking again, I miss her. I can't believe school is almost out. This year has gone by SO fast. I want it to be over so I can go home, but part of me doesn't........I am afraid I will never see my friends next year and everyone will drift apart if they don't talk this summer. Hopefully everything will just pick up where it left off. Anyways, I am getting sleepy, so I'm gonna peace.
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