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| the most boring friday EVER |
| 05.07.04 (11:30 pm) [edit] |
On most fridays here at ASU, you will find drunk/high people staggering through the halls or roaming the streets of tempe (well, Mill). It is completely DEAD tonight! That is because everybody who had a math class has a final tomorrow morning. Sucks to be you! Yet another reason why I DONT DO MATH. Well hopefully tomorrow night will return to its normal level of intoxication. This is kind of sad....the last weekend of school :cry: I'm still 50/50 on wanting to go home or stay here. Today I didn't wake up til 2, and I went to the pool for awhile but it was so freaking hot I couldnt deal with it. You know how I am with heat and sweating! EW. So tonight I went to the gym and studied for psych, and watched Chasing Liberty and Love Don't Cost A Thing. They were both really cute movies but definately chick flicks. I can't believe Kylie will be here in 5 days :D Of course, she has been saying she is coming all year and she picks the very last day of school to come!!! Doesnt surprise me....(you know i love you). I read a quote on someones profile today that was so good and every girl should live by!!
"Don't make somebody your priority while allowing yourself to be his option"
Every girl has been guilty of this, I know I have one too many times. Oops :oops: Just keep that in mind. Ash, I am glad you are over that one boy because you are wayyyyyyyy too good for him! My room is a total mess with boxes and everything all being packed.....i dont want to pack all my clothes yet because I never know what I want to wear until that exact moment! I was considering packing everything and going and buying new clothes for the next week, but that seemed a little impractical......(even though it is SO something I would do). Anyways, I am really going to miss everyone this summer.....
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| i cant sleep!!! |
| 05.07.04 (1:57 am) [edit] |
I get in these phases where I sleep all day but can't sleep at all at night.....so I stay up til 4 AM buying random ass shit on ebay that I don't need. For example, I just bought a new purse. Its really cute, but like I need another purse???? When will I learn. I can't believe Friends is over! And I can't believe I made it through without crying (I guess the OC wore me out last night)...at least Rachel and Ross ended up together :D I CANT WAIT....KYLIE COMES IN 5 DAYS!!!!! Like for real she is coming!! Then we are going to see Ash, and kick it in LA with Kendall. So I get to see all my best friends! I have so much crap to pack, and I've been packing for 3 days straight and i'm still nowhere near done. And I haven't studied at all for finals. Might wanna do that! I am dreading my econ final, its going to suck big time. I got my paycheck today, but half of it went to bills....thats no fun! At least I can sell back my books next week. Thats like free money! Ash, I was thinking about what we were talking about last night and you know what? Fuck them.....you are so much better than all this crap. I wish I could tell you that drama just goes away when you graduate, but it doesnt. It settles down alot, but you still have to deal with it. You just have to come to the point where you really don't care anymore what other people think and let their immaturity not affect you. I think thats where we are both at right now, and it sucks being by yourself, but its better than dealing with a bunch of fake people who aren't even worth it. With that, my friend, this song is for you:
Good Charlotte
[i][b]The Anthem[/b][/i]
It's a new day
But it all feels old,
It's a good life,
That's what I'm told,
But everything, it all just feels the same...
And my high school
It felt more to me
Like a jail cell,
A penitentiary
My time spent there, it only made me see
That I don't ever wanna be like you
I don't wanna do the things you do
I'm never gonna hear the words you say
And I don't ever wanna,
I don't ever wanna be
You
Don't wanna be just like you
What I'm sayin' is
This is the anthem
Throw all your hands up
You..
Don't wanna be you
"Go to college,
A university
Get a real job"
That's what they said to me
But I could never live the way they want
I'm gonna get by
And just do my time
Out of step while
They all get in line
I'm just a Minor Threat so pay no mind
Do you really wanna be like them?
Do you really wanna be another trend?
Do you wanna be part of that crowd?
Cause I don't ever wanna
I don't ever wanna be
You
Don't wanna be just like you
What I'm sayin' is
This is the anthem
Throw all your hands up
You
Don't wanna be you....
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| feliz cinco de mayo :) |
| 05.06.04 (12:37 am) [edit] |
Ok, I am extremely depressed that the OC is over :cry: I HATE THERESA, she ruins everything!! Dumb slut. I won't go on and on but I just have to say I really don't like her! I hate season finales. I don't know whats wrong with me lately, but while everyone else is out having fun with no classes and all, i just want to lay around and sleep. I am so stressed out and depressed it is killing me. At least Kylie is coming and I get to go home.....even though I don't necessarily want to bc this summer is probably going to be way boring (its all your fault too ash!) I don't know where i'm going to live next year, and my dad has shot down everywhere i want to live bc he says its too expensive. The cheapest man alive rears his ugly head! Another thing to whine about: I can sleep all day, but this insomnia thing has been getting me at night, and i'm out of benadryl so it looks like i wont be sleeping again tonight! Something soooo embarassing happened today....you know those cute little juicy couture tube dresses that everyone and their mother has (I got mine in february WAY BEFORE EVERYONE ELSE by the way ;) Well mine is a little too big (they look alot better when you actually have boobs) and when I went to see my friend will's hip hop performance mine fell down when I stood up to clap at the end! :oops: I was wearing a bathing suit but STILL.....anyways, random thought: I can't wait for the new NFG cd! Well since everyone else is either studying or already drunk, I guess i'm gonna go watch a dvd. What an exciting life I live.
Dashboard Confessional
[i][b]The Places That You've Come To Fear The Most[/b][/i]
Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself
And covered with a perfect shell
Such a charming, beautiful exterior
Laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyes
Perfect posture, but you're barley scraping by
But you're barely scraping by
This is one time, this is one time
That you can't fake it hard enough to please everyone
Or anyone at all...or anyone at all
And the grave that you refuse to leave
The refuge that you've built to flee
The places that you've come to fear the most
It's the place that you have come to fear the most
Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself
And hidden in the public eye
Such a stellar monument to loneliness
Laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyes
Perfect make-up, but you're barely scraping by
But you're barely scraping by...
Well this is one time, well this is one time
That you can't fake it hard enough to please everyone
Or anyone at all...or anyone at all
And the grave that you refuse to leave
The refuge that you've built to flee
The places that you've come to fear the most
It's the place that you have come to fear the most
And you can't fake it hard enough to please everyone
Or anyone at all..or anyone at all
And the grave that you refuse to leave
The refuge that you've built to flee
The places that you've come to fear the most
It's the place that you've come to fear the most
It's the place that you have come to fear the most
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| packing |
| 05.04.04 (12:22 am) [edit] |
I started packing up my room today and I didn't realize how much shit I actually have!! I got a little storage rental and its going to take FOREVER to move shit back and forth, esp in my little car! I dont even know if it will fit actually.....its times like this that i miss the blazer. I still can't believe how fast this year has gone by.....its weird. I can't wait for Kylie to get here, but I don't want to leave everyone else either......this summer is going to be way weird without Ash in southlake. I don't blame her for staying in cali though, it beats the hell outta southlake! The sad thing is I actually miss that hellhole! THANK GOD I had my last econ class tonight....I hate that evil whore! I got the new Hanson cd today and it takes me right back to 7th grade.....I still want to marry Taylor Hanson! Too bad he got some chick pregnant and had to marry her....why couldn't that have been me?? :lol: Well i'm mad tired bc i worked out for 2 hours so im gonna crash. Night yall!
Dexter Freebish
[i][b]Leaving Town[/b][/i]
Oh your reputation is so golden
your never lonely and your never home
I know you've been talking about leaving
you've lost all your feelings for this town.
Paint your nails and put your lipstick
you don't want to miss your ticket out.
Just because you graduate from school
so high in the gene pool that's point of view.
But when your broke and down and no one else is around
You'll come running back to this town and
I'll be there, yeah I'll be there.
Cause I remember how we shared time together
and how you used to say that the stars are forever.
And dreamed about how to make your life better by
leaving town, leaving town.
Pack your bags, your smokes in your pocket
Your wearing my locket around your neck
Take your drag and wait for the Greyhound
the world is your playground and you want to win.
But when your broke and down and no one else is around.
You'll come running back to this town and
I'll be there, yeah I'll be there.
Cause I remember how we shared time and
how you used to say that the stars are forever.
And dreamed about how to make your life better by
leaving town, leaving town.
Nothing in life will ever come that easy.
Doesn't mean it has to be that hard.
I know you will find out who you are
But when your broke and down and no one else is around.
You'll come running back to this town and
I'll be there, yeah I'll be there.
Cause I remember how we shared time together
and how you used to say that the stars are forever.
And dreamed about how to make your life better by
leaving town, leaving town.
Yeah I remember how we shared time together and
how you used to say that the stars are forever.
And dreamed about how to make your life better by
leaving town, leaving town.
Your leaving town, yeah
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| over it |
| 05.02.04 (9:53 pm) [edit] |
So I just found out my mom found my LITTLE BABY SISTER making out with some random kid on MY BED! That is so wrong! And you know whats worse? I'm more pissed off that my freaking little sister is getting more ass that i have lately than she was on my bed! :roll: Wow, thats something I wouldn't have expected! I am way bored here and its weird that everyone is moving out. This year has gone by SO FAST and while I can't wait for summer, i'm worried that I wont ever see everyone next year. Not to mention that nobody wants to live with me makes me feel like a total friendless loser! Its ok, if I was somebody else I wouldn't want to live with me either! I am way messy and require extra closet space. Ha. That is why if kylie doesnt come here next year i am going to KICk HER SCRAWNY LITTLE BARBIE ASS (you know i love you!). I can't wait for her to come here, it is going to be so much fun! Then we are going to go to L.A and i'm going to blow all my money on 3 things at Fred Segal. J/K, I am trying to manage my money better. Im stoked to see Ash and Kendall too.....I haven't seen Kendall in FOREVER so I'm excited. I'm liking this whole not working thing....I sleep in til 1ish, get breakfast, go to the pool and fall asleep, then come back and go back to sleep til like 6. Ahh, to be a lazy bum :D I have to start packing shit and moving it to the storage place tomorrow. Good luck fitting stuff in my car....people cant even fit in it! So I'm leaving half here and shipping most home which is going to cost a fortune. THANK GOD my last econ class is tomorrow. I think i'm going to get drunk before class and then just pass out. Sounds like fun. I have to go finish that freaking homework, which is a waste of time because all my answers will probably be wrong anyways. Im very pessimistic today....PiECE
SiMPLE PLAN
[i][b]I'm Just A Kid[/b][/i]
I woke up it was 7
Waited till 11
just to figure out that no one would call
I think i got a lot of friends but I don't hear from them
What's another night all alone?
When your spending everyday on your own
and here it goes
I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
having more fun than me {tonight}
And maybe when the night is dead, I'll crawl into my bed
Staring at these 4 walls again
I'll try to think about the last time, I had a good time
Everyone's got somewhere to go
And they're gonna leave me here on my own and here it goes
I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
having more fun than me
What the fuck is wrong with me?
don't fit in with anybody
How did this happen to me?
Wide awake I'm bored and I can't fall asleep
and every night is the worst night ever
I'm just a kid
I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
nobody wants to be alone in the world.
I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
nobody wants to be alone in the world
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
having more fun than me tonight
I'm all alone tonight
Nobody cares tonight
Cause I'm just a kid tonight
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