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| YAY....I go back to school in 2 weeks!! |
| 07.30.04 (11:43 pm) [edit] |
I can't wait to go back to school...2 weeks from today! Even though this summer has been way boring, it has gone by really fast (thankfully!) I can't wait to see Andy and Rob and Drew and everyone else....I'm sad that Hal is going to Pepperdine though! Sad AND jealous! I was so upset about not getting in there, but after ASU I really don't know if I could see myself there anymore. UCLA maybe, but Pepperdine is just tiny. I'm sure being in Malibu and surfing every day would make it worth it though :cry: I really believe that everything happens for a reason, and I obviously wasn't meant to go there. There is a reason for me to be at ASU. I'm going to Mexico tomorrow....although I'm not as excited as I was bc Ash isn't coming. It will still be fun though. And then when I get back there's only a week left! I am worried about my condo though...I really wish I could've seen it before we bought it! Its only temporary though until one at Hayden II goes on sale again. Ashley and Kylie both have tickets to come out for the week before school, but it depends on whether or not Kylie passes her summer school classes. Selfishly, I kind of want her to get kicked out of Blinn so she can come to Arizona, but it would be better for her to just do well this year and transfer there next year. I really don't know if she will though bc of Matt. I wish she would, we would have so much fun and we could go to LA and see Ash every month.....I know it is hard and scary to move so far away, but sometimes you've just gotta go for it. Who knows, maybe I will transfer to UT next year. Courson is getting her apartment today and having a big party tonight so that will be fun. I'm not really going to drink though bc I have to come home and not stay the night since we are leaving the next morning. It is going to take me forever to pack and stuff since I have so much laundry to do. I probably should get up early tomorrow, but yeah right will I actually wake up before 2. Well I'm going to sleep now....nighty night!
[b]Ashlee Simpson[/b]
[i]Better Off[/i]
The sky has fallen
And it's early in the morning
But it's ok somehow
I spilt my coffee, it went
All over your clothes
I gotta wear mine now
And im always, always,always late
And my hair's a mess,
Even when it's straight
But so what,
I'm better off everyday
When i'm standing in the pouring rain, I dont mind
I think of you and everythings alright
I used to think i had it good
But now i know that i misunderstood
With you I'd say, i'm better off in every way
My friends keep callin'
They say, they say im stallin'
And they wanna meet you now
I tell them hell no, i say
We're tryin' to lay low
Don't wanna lose what i've found
Things are finally, finally lookin' up
Oh my feet are on the ground
Even though im stuck
But so what,
I'm better off everyday
When i'm standing in the pouring rain, I dont mind
I think of you and everythings alright
I used to think i had it good
But now i know that i misunderstood
With you I'd say, i'm better off in every way
Things are finally, finally lookin' up
Oh my feet are on the ground
Even though im stuck
Even though im stuck
But so what,
I'm better off everyday
When i'm standing in the pouring rain, I dont mind
I think of you and everythings alright
I used to think i had it good
But now i know that i misunderstood
With you I'd say, i'm better off in every way
Yeah, yeah
Better off in every way
I'm better off in every way
I'm better off today
The sky has fallen
And it's early in the morning
But it's ok
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i LOVE my best friend eilyk!
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| i miss my best friends :( |
| 07.29.04 (9:52 pm) [edit] |
I was so miserable today. I miss Ky and Ash SO MUCH and I am bored out of my mind without them. I really hope everything works out so that they can go to Arizona the week before school starts. That will be soooo much fun, even if it is in my crappy condo :oops: It has been raining nonstop and that always makes me just want to sleep and makes me in a worse mood. All I can do is think about how things are going to end up this summer and what's going to happen over the school year....I am driving myself crazy because I really don't have that much control over it. Whatever is meant to be will happen and everything will work out in the end. I hope. I didn't fall asleep until almost 7 this morning, and I had to get up at 8:30 bc I had to go to the therapist at 10, and it turns out my appointment was at 2, not 10. I was pissed. Its kind of embarassing going back to see Donna, I first started seeing her when I was 13 and I worked really hard to get better but I never really got over everything that happened with the accident and Adam. So its like going back and being like hi....i'm still fucked up. I know i've just had alot of bad things happen in my life and its not necessarily my fault, but I just wish for once things could be NORMAL. I thought I would go away to college and just completely start over, but I guess its true that you can't run away from your problems. I still just feel so guilty about the accident and worthless because of Adam. I don't know whether or not I wish I had never met Adam. Alot of really horrible things happened because of him, but it also made me a stronger person and who I am today. That bears contemplating.
[b]Lucky 7 [/b]
[i]Gray Summer Day[/i]
Another summer day turns gray and I don't know what to do.
Searching for just anyway to turn my skies to blue.
Sitting in my room.
One more sleepless night.
Glued to the sound of a song that pulls me away just to live through another day.
Gray summer day won't leave me alone.
If I can't even dream why bother.
To hold my breath when the clouds won't move on.
Gray summer day won't leave me alone.
Will the stars once shine for me and feed my starving eyes.
I'm drowning in my own dark sea of all the tears I've cried.
Laying in my bed.
One more sleepless night.
Glued to the sound of a song that pulls me away just to live though another day.
Gray summer day won't leave me alone.
If I can't even dream why bother.
To hold my breath when the clouds won't move on.
Gray summer day won't leave me alone.
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| LiNDSAY LOHAN iS A HOT BiTCH! |
| 07.29.04 (1:18 am) [edit] |
Today I was at Target and some guy asked me if I was Lindsay Lohan. Hahahaha I wish! The only similarity between me and her is that we both have red hair, but that totally made my day. Plus, I am getting that super cute purse she is modeling as soon as I go back to work. How I love and abuse my Nordstrom discount! My Dad bought a condo today. Without seeing it first. Or asking me. And I can't complain about it without sounding like a total complete bitch. It is off of Broadway and McClintock, which is close to school, but since I had gotten over my disappointment about Hayden Cove, I was really looking forward to living by Skye! I just think its really stupid to spend thousands of dollars on something you have never actually seen before. The point of buying a place was so I could get in state tuition, which will save alot of money in the long run. We are waiting for one of the Hayden Cove ones to go for sale, then we can buy it and sell the other place. Who knows, maybe I will end up really liking this place and there will be a bunch of cool people that live there. Chris and I are going to Dallas tomorrow to pick out furniture, and then its going to be shipped there. I am really looking forward to decorating though and I'm so glad I'll have a kitchen! I hated not being able to cook last year, even though living in the dorm was so much fun (disgusting, but fun). Chris says he is going to live with me for free for the first semester (Hopefully Courson will be back in the spring), but I kind of want to convert my second bedroom into a large walk in closet hahaha :lol: I think we have all decided since my house will be the party house, that room will for sure be the Boom Boom Room. Kylie and Ashley are flying out for the first week before school, so that will be like a nonstop party! My mom can only come for 2 or 3 days to help me paint and decorate and stuff. I am glad she is coming and not my Dad, because he said I only need a mattress for the floor and like no furniture...eww. Anyways....its like monsooning here. It hasn't rained in awhile, but there was this one week at the beginning of the summer when there were like tornadoes 5 nights in a row and it reminds me of that. I love storms, just not tornadoes! They scare me! (And why am I changing my major to meteorology....?) Skye and I were going to go to Deep Ellum with Chase and Shawn and probably Jake and everyone else, but it was so gross outside I just stayed in. I went over to Chris' house at 12:30 and we talked to Ash for 2 hours on the phone then went to Jack at 3. Nothing beats Jack in the middle of the night. Well, I have to wake up disgustingly early tomorrow so i'm gonna crash. By the way, my song of the day is like my favorite song in the whole world :wink:
[b]Foo Fighters[/b]
[i]Everlong [/i]
Hello
I've waited here for you
Everlong
Tonight
I throw myself into
And out of the red out of her head she sang
Come down and waste away with me
Down with me
Slow out you wanted it to be
Over my head, out of my head she sang
And I wonder
When I sing along with you
If everything could ever feel this real forever
If anything could ever be this good again
The only thing I'll ever ask of you
You've got to promise not to stop when I say when
She said
Breathe out
So I can breathe you in
Hold you in
And now
I know you've always been
Out of your head out of my head i sang
And I wonder
When I sing along with you
If everything could ever feel this real forever
If anything could ever be this good again
The only thing I'll ever ask of you
You've got to promise not to stop when I say when
She said
And I wonder
If everything could ever feel this real forever
If anything could ever be this good again
The only thing I'll ever ask of you
You've got to promise not to stop when I say when
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| I don't want to have surgery :( |
| 07.27.04 (11:43 pm) [edit] |
I went to the orthopedic surgeon today and I found out I for sure have to have surgery on my elbow on the 9th. I broke my elbow last summer when some jackass ran into my car like 5 days before I left for school (it was great fun going off to college without a broken elbow). My car was also totaled so I didn't have a car all first semester which was a pain in the ass. You really don't realize how much you use and rely on your car until you don't have it! Anyways, my elbow really bothers me whenever I try to workout and sometimes when I play tennis. I went to have an MRI last week and it turns out there is a piece of bone floating around and some torn ligaments, so i'm going to have arthoscopic surgery next monday. The recovery time is supossed to be fast though so thats good. I went up to Snookie's tonight and met up with Skye, Courson, Brock, Jeff, and James. We went to pick up Willy and Jon Eric (they were completely SHITFACED) and went to Ihop. The poor waitress. Everyone else went to drink but I just really didn't feel like it for some reason so I just came home. I don't know why but I'm just kind of over drinking right now. Like every once in awhile is cool, but thats all everyone does anymore! Like everyone gets trashed at Jakes house every single night. Doesn't that get old after awhile? I feel bad for Jake because everyone is always at his house. That would start to piss me off after awhile. I'm talking to Ash right now, and she is telling me all about whats she going through with Steven right now, and its complete deja vu with what I was going through with Marc. I feel so bad for her because I know exactly what she is going though and that was the hardest time of my whole entire life. I just really hope she has the strength to get through this.
[b]Mest[/b]
[i]Walking On Broken Glass[/i]
Time goes by, I just try
To hold my head up high
People try to deny
Classify, or just hide
The feelings, what's inside
Broken hearts, and hard times
Don't let life break you down this time
I'm sitting here, crying here
You're alone, and dying there
Waiting for bad news
Like walking on broken glass
No answers for what was asked, you're all alone
Cuz you know that I'd give my life for you
Time can be nothing but our enemy
Don't give up just hold on
Is the pain just too strong
To hold on
Sometimes we're wrong when we think we're right
Tonight will be the night
You'll break free from this fight
Dont let life break you down this time
I'm sitting here, crying here
You're alone, and dying there
Waiting for bad news
Like walking on broken glass
No answers for what was asked, you're all alone
Cuz you know that I'd give my life for you
Time can be nothing but our enemy
I die inside from all I feel
Does it have to be this way?
Memories of yesterday
When it all just slips away
I give up everything I had to keep you one more day
I know that it's not right
Why do we feel this way?
Why do I feel this way
I'm sitting here, crying here
You're alone, and dying there
Waiting for bad news
Like walking on broken glass
No answers for what was asked, you're all alone
Cuz you know that I'd give my life for you
Time can be nothing but our enemy
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| a very sad day indeed |
| 07.26.04 (10:08 pm) [edit] |
I found out today that Coach Stalcup died on Saturday and I was really upset about it. I have been so depressed and emotional lately, and that just set me off. I started crying and I couldn't stop. I HATE crying. I know coach has had cancer for awhile now, and he fought so hard, but for some reason I just really thought he was going to be cured. That scares me that he died from skin cancer with the amount everyone and I tan......most of the damage to your skin that causes skin cancer occurs before age 18, and I used to get sooo burnt when I was little bc my skin is so fair. Coach Stalcup was just such a good person and it breaks my heart that his little boy is only like 9 years old.....I guess he is in a better place now though. The shit completely hit the fan with my parents today but I'm kind of relieved. All my mail (i.e., credit card bills) that was still being sent to my Arizona address was sent to my house today in a bulk package and it came while I wasn't home and my dad opened them so I had to tell him about all my credit cards and all the shit I have bought. I know I spend way too much money on things I don't need but I can't help it! My parents lent me the money to pay off the bills, but they are making me go back to see my pld therapist bc they think I am still messed up from the accident and all of that adam stuff and everytime I feel bad about it I go and buy something to make myself feel better. And that is kind of true even though it sounds really stupid. I don't want to have all this debt though and bad credit and seriously I buy things and forget about them or wear it once. Its like retail therapy....some people drink, I shop. I wish I didn't but I have been that way for a long time. When I go back to school and work I am going to work really hard and try not to buy so much crap I don't need....i'm not going to have any credit cards and just use my debit card and cash. The bad thing is that I don't just buy stuff for me, but I love buying other people things too. Ugh....I have to stop. I really cant wait to go back to school because I am kind of miserable here :cry: I went over to Heldoorn's tonight and his mom is like my hero.....she ordered all this stuff from Nordstrom at South Coast and their front hallway looks like Christmas morning! Haha....well I really need to try to clean my room, and thats going to take me like a year.
[b]Simple Plan[/b]
[i]Worst Day Ever[/i]
6 a.m.
The clock is ringing
I need to spend an hour snoozing
'Cuz I don't think I'm going to make it
I punch in
I'm still sleeping
Watch the clock,
But it's not moving
'Cuz every day is never ending
I need to work I'm always spending
And I feel like
I'm living the worst day
Over and over again
And I feel like the summer is leaving again
I feel like
I'm living the worst day
I feel like you're gone
And every day is the worst day ever
Yesterday was the worst day ever
And tomorrow won't be better
It's history repeating
Summer plans are gone forever
I traded them in for dishpan water
And every day is never ending
I need to work I'm always spending
And I feel like
I'm living the worst day
Over and over again
And I feel like the summer is leaving again
I feel like
I'm living the worst day
I feel like you're gone
And every day is the worst day ever
it's so long
I can't go on
it's so long
I can't go on
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| 16 will get you 20!! |
| 07.25.04 (9:34 am) [edit] |
Last night was CRAZY! Lauren, Ryan, Brock, Courson, Skye, David, and I all got a hotel room (which was conveniently located across the street from a POLICE STATION) and were planning on going to some girls party that Lauren works with and taking cabs back to the hotel because by then we would all be too shitfaced to drive. We ended up not going to that party though bc Lauren and Ryan went before everyone and said it was lame (even though they got trashed off of free grey goose). So everyone met up at Razzoo's, and Lauren was already crazy....I love her, she is so funny. She was trying to freak with the waiter and Ryan was like I love my Whoren Lauren Girlfriend....so then we went to this kid Josh's house that is friends with Jake and Paj and all of them, but there were all these high school kids there and it was totally gonna get busted and all of us were the oldest people there.....yeah not taking that responsibility! David got pissed though bc he was all over some girl that couldn't have been older than 16....eww he is almost 22! David, 16 WILL GET YOU 20! He had his own car so we told him he could stay but he got all pissed off and ended up going home. Whatever dude. Everyone was pretty drunk by that point off of this cheap champagne that David was telling the high school girls was Cristal (and the dumb bitches believed him)....Peewee drank a whole bottle herself! Skye and I went over to Jake's for awhile and he looked FREAKING HOT so I had to do something about that....Darius was running around naked and its like why is it everytime I come over here I get to see balls? He got Skye really drunk off of trashcan punch which was bad bc there were these bitchy girls over there and I seriously thought we were going to get into a fight. I can never stand the girls over there except Kristen, and they all hate me just because i'm from southlake and Kylie's best friend. Ok get over it KYLIE IS HOT so deal with it. This one girl that works at Hooters was talking shit about Kylie and I was going to kick her ass but I was in a skirt and high heels so we just left....apparently its not a requirement to be hot to work at hooters anymore! We went back to the hotel and Ryan was passed out in the bathtub for some reason, and Skye and I switched beds with Peewee and Brock, which was not a good idea because we had to listen to Ryan and Lauren having sex and all that SQUISHY sex sound....I was like ok i want to go back to Jakes! Anyways.....I got about 2 hours of sleep last night and anyone who knows me knows I require at least 14. I was planning on going over to Coursons and passing out by the pool but it is icky and gray outside (perfect nap weather). Check out my cute dress....Paris has the same one :wink: ps: mohawks are sexy
[b]Maria Mena[/b]
[i]You're The Only One[/i]
Well I saw you with your hands above your head
Spinning around, trying not to look down
But you did, and you fell, hard on the ground
Then you stumbled around for a good ten minutes
And I said I'd never seen anyone look so dumb before
And you laughed and said I still know how to turn you on though
You're the only one who
Drags me kicking and screaming through fast dreams
You're the only one who
Knows exactly what I mean
And I probably forgot to tell you this
Like that time I forgot to tell you about the scar
Remember how uncomfortable that made you feel?
See you're not what I expected
But you're the only one who knows how to handle me
And you're such a great kisser and I know that you agree
You're the only one who
Drags me kicking and screaming through fast dreams
You're the only one who
Knows exactly what I mean
I hope you can forgive me for that time
When I put my hand between your legs
And said it was small
Cuz its really not at all
I guess there's just a part of me that likes to bring you down
Just to keep you around
Cuz the day you realize how amazing you are
You're gonna leave me
You're the only one who
Holds my hair back when I'm drunk and get sick
You're the only one who
Knows exactly what I mean
You're the only one who
Drags me kicking and screaming through fast dreams
You're the only one who
Knows exactly what I mean
Exactly what I mean
Well I saw you with your hands above your head
Spinning around, trying not to look down
But you did, and you fell, hard on the ground
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| can't live with them, can't live without them |
| 07.24.04 (1:22 am) [edit] |
Tonight was actually fun for a change. Tonight Courson, Skye, and I went out for Sushi at Hibachi and then went over to Heldoorn's for a little bit. We were planning on partying at David's, but the homeowner's association of his neighborood put a sign on his door saying they were aware of underage drinking going on and that they were hiring cops to patrol the neighborhood. So that sucked! I met a kid over there that was like well i'm gonna go to this party in North Richland Hills at some kids name Jake's house....so that was weird! He has known Pajo and all of them forever so I ended up going over there. I haven't seen Jake in a few weeks and he is trying to grow a mohawk, which I am normally soooo not into but he looked way hot and I wanted to be like ok, take me upstairs! Everyone chilled in the hottub and Pajo and Chase were SHITFACED and they are always so funny drunk. I then was the only girl left there so I got hit on by every single guy there (except jake who passed out early). Don't you just LOVE when you get hit on by every guy but the one you actually want? Its actually probably for the best bc I don't really want to start all that up again right before I go back to school. Courson is moving into her new apartment next Saturday, so she is going to have a "housewarming" party, and I'm going to mexico on sunday. I was alot more excited to go to Cabo when Ashley was coming....like what am I going to do all week, get drunk with my mom??? Funnnn stuff. Well I'm gonna pass out b/c I'm going to try to go to spin class in the morning (yeah right). Courson, this songs for you!
[b]The Killers[/b]
[i]Somebody Told Me[/i]
Breaking my back just to know your name
Seventeen tracks and I've had it with this game
I'm breaking my back just to know your name
But heaven ain't close in a place like this
Anything goes but don't blink you might miss
Cause heaven ain't close in a place like this
I said heaven ain't close in a place like this
Bring it back down, bring it back down tonight
Never thought I'd let a rumour ruin my moonlight
Well somebody told me
You had a boyfriend
Who looks like a girlfriend
That I had in February of last year
It's not confidential
I've got potential
Ready? Let's roll onto something new
Taking its toll and I'm leaving without you
Ready? Let's roll onto something new
But heaven ain't close in a place like this
Anything goes but don't blink you might miss
Cause heaven ain't close in a place like this
I said heaven ain't close in a place like this
Bring it back down, bring it back down tonight
Never thought I'd let a rumour ruin my moonlight
Well somebody told me
You had a boyfriend
Who looks like a girlfriend
That I had in February of last year
It's not confidential
I've got potential
A rushin', a rushin' around
Pace yourself from me
I said maybe baby please
But I just don't know now
Somebody told me
You had a boyfriend
Who looks like a girlfriend
That I had in February of last year
It's not confidential
I've got potential
A rushin', a rushin' around
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| Umm...i'm screwed? |
| 07.22.04 (11:26 pm) [edit] |
All this crap went down today about my house in AZ. It is being built right now, and the builder told us it was going to be ready by the time school was done. I guess something happened and now its not going to be ready until like October so my Dad got really pissed and is pretty much just like fuck it. I also found out that Courson isn't going back to ASU this semester and Skye and Liz can't get out of their lease so i'm like screwed for a roommate. I don't mind living by myself, its just really expensive to do so. So I guess what i'm going to do is going to get a one bedroom in Skye's complex so I will at least be by them. I like her complex too, Archstone Rio Salado, they are really nice and its a perfect location for me....right in between school and work. I am really upset about my house though bc I really wanted to live there and I had all these decorating plans!! Plus Alex and Ashley are living there, and Rob and Andy and Drew are one street over. Its not a big deal bc my apartment will be like less than 5 minutes away, but i'm still disappointed. My dad said we will just wait for another one to go on sale and buy it, then all 3 of us can live in it either next semester or next year, depending on when one is available. Anyways......I was going to go to Jakes tonight but I didn't bc I felt weird so I went and picked up Toper and we went over to Coursons house (she was TRASHED...it was so funny) and chilled for awhile and then we went to Jack. It was kind of dumb though bc we were the only ones not drunk. But theres a big party tomorrow and everyones getting a hotel in Dallas saturday night so that will be fun. I need to get an ID by then though if we want to go to Deep Ellum. The only problem is that I have no money at all!! I went and got a mystic tan today and it is soooo blotchy....I look like a freak. Thats what you get for trying to be healthy and not get skin cancer. Screw it, theres a 99% chance i'll get it anyways so I might as well tan! Oh I just thought of something else.....my apartment is right by the Darque Tan place! Hell yeah. I heard this song tonight that I havent heard in forever....I remember when it came out it was when I was with Marc and my Dad heard it and said "This is my life right now in a song!!" Hahahaha....if he only knew.
[b]Custom[/b]
[i]Hey Mister[/i]
Hey Mister I really like your daughter,
I'd like to eat her like ice cream
maybe dip her in chocolate
Hey Mister on your way to work
in your Volvo, suit, and tie
We'll, be crawling in your bed soon
messing around, maybe getting high
It's not what you did,
It's not what you didn't
God gave her a perfect body
and now I'm all up in it.
It's not she's a tramp.
It's not she's not pure.
She just likes getting her fuck on,
and its good one of that i'm sure
Hey Mister I really like your daughter.
When I'm horny like thirsty
She's a bottle of water.
Hey Mister how'd it get so bad
You raised her so well
and now she's calling me dad
in the back seat naked of a BLACK FORD MUSTANG
the perfect little gift for high school graduation.
It's not what you did,
It's not what you didn't
God gave her a perfect body
and now I'm all up in it.
It's not she's a tramp.
It's not she's not pure.
She just likes getting her fuck on,
and its good one of that i'm sure
I eat all the food in your fridge
Call my friends around the world
Rack up your long distance too
Breakstands neutral drops
Wreck all your cars
Drink all the booze in your cheezy ass wet bar
Order stuff on your credit cards
Leave boogers in the skippy jar
Smoke your cigars
Answer the phone tell your boss you moved to mars
When you call in late from work tell your wife
You're at the titty bars
It's not what you did,
It's not what you didn't
God gave her a perfect body
and now I'm all up in it.
It's not she's a tramp.
It's not she's not pure.
She just likes getting her fuck on,
and its good one of that i'm sure
I can't lie I have to tell the truth
Man to man mister it's all a total spoof
Your daughter's a freak
Your daughter's a hoe
When i'm done with her
She'll do one of your bros
I hope I'll never have a daughter
I hope I'll never have a daughter....
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| what an exciting life i live.... |
| 07.21.04 (9:29 pm) [edit] |
The highlight of my week is Wednesday because my 3 favorite shows are on....Simple Life, Newlyweds, and Ashlee. I really need to get a life! I am in this never ending cycle...I stay up til 5 am, then don't wake up til 5 pm, so I miss everything during the day. My body is so screwed up it is really hard for me to go to sleep and wake up at a normal hour. Its going to REALLY SUCK when I have to get up at 8 on MWF this semester! I really don't see how that is going to work out but I HAVE to take that class this semester. There is absolutely nothing to do here....Jake's parents are going out of town this weekend so he is having parties and that will be fun I guess. I am really excited to go back to school all of a sudden.....esp since Ky and Ash will be there the whole first week. I am kind of worried about my house though bc the realtor called my dad today and said there might be a problem with something. Uhhh I hope not bc then WHERE AM I SUPOSSED TO LIVE? Skye's living room? I think my dad is purposely not telling me anything because he knows I would totally freak out. They have the new TBS cd on the leak on mtv right now....I like it but not as much as the old one. I remember when I first got that cd I played it over and over and over. Thats how I am right now with the Ashlee Simpson CD....It just came out yesterday and I already have it all memorized. I suddenly have a craving for the cheesecake factory. I think i'm going to drag Heldoorn there tomorrow. Well E! True Hollywood Story is on, maybe its one I havent seen! (Doubtful....)
[b]Ryan Cabrera[/b]
[i]True[/i]
I wont talk
I wont breathe
I wont move till you finally see
That you belong with me
You might think I dont look
But deep inside
In the corner of my mind
Im attached to you
Im weak
Its true
Cuz im afarid to know the awnsers
Do you want me too?
Cuz my heart keeps fallnig faster
Ive waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try
Anything to be with you
All my life ive waiting
This is true
You dont know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
Im afarid to move
Im weak
Its true
Im just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know u met me?
Ive waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life ive waited
This is true
I know when I go ill be on my way to you
The way thats true
Ive waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life ive waitied
This is true
(by the way, i know what you're thinking, and this song isn't about or for you......)
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| cute shoes ;) |
| 07.21.04 (12:38 am) [edit] |
Today was pretty boring except I got these really cute Marc Jacobs shoes from Nordstrom that I have wanted for awhile and they finally went on sale. I love their anniversary sale, it is better than Victoria's Secret Semi Annual. The shoes are completely impractical but they are so cute. They are like pink ruby slippers. Yesterday was the 3 year anniversary of the accident, and I tried to write in this about it but I couldn't really find the right words to say. I just can't believe it has been 3 years because it seems like yesterday. I was up til 6 AM thinking about it so I didnt wake up til 2ish today to go to the eye doctor, then I went back to sleep. I took Timmy to the movies, then went to wal mart and got the Ashlee Simpson cd (even though ive burned it already) and Confessions of a Teenage Drama Queen - cute movie. I love Lindsay Lohan because she is cool and famous and a redhead! I had two topic assignments due today for my summer school classes and I got one turned in OK but I couldnt find my book for the other class so I couldnt turn it in....I dont know what i'm going to do about that because it is worth 10% of my grade. I could still potentially get an A but I would have to get perfect scores on everything else and that probably wont happen...ughhh. I'm kind of worried about this whole rush thing bc i'm sure the sororities are going to be really impressed with my 2.0! Oh well, its not like ASU is like Stanford or something. I should probably try to wake up at a decent hour tomorrow so i'm gonna go to sleep now.....goodnite
[b]Yellowcard[/b]
[i]View From Heaven [/i]
i'm just so tired
wont you sing me to sleep
and fly through my dreams
so i can hitch a ride with you tonight
and get away from this place
have a new name and face
i just aint the same without you in my life
late night drives, all alone in my car
i can't help but start
singing lines from all our favorite songs
and melodies in the air
singin life just aint fair
sometimes i still just can't believe you're gone
and im sure the view from heaven
beats the hell out of mine here
and if we all believe in heaven,
maybe we'll make it through one more year
down here
feel your fire,
when its cold in my heart
and things sorta start
remindin' me of my last night with you
i only need one more day
just one more chance to say
i wish that i had gone up with you too
and i'm sure the view from heaven
beats the hell out of mine here
and if we all believe in heaven
maybe we'll make it through one more year
down here
you wont be comin' back
and i didn't get to say goodbye
i really wish i got to say goodbye
and im sure the view from heaven
beats the hell out of mine here
and if we all believe in heaven
maybe we'll make it through one more year
i hope that all is well in heaven
cause it's all shot to hell down here
i hope that i find you in heaven
cause i'm so...
lost without you down here
you wont be coming back
and i didn't get to say goodbye
i really wish i got to say goodbye
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| HAPPY BiRTHDAY KYLiECAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
| 07.18.04 (5:16 pm) [edit] |
Im in College Station right now visiting Ky for her birthday. You KNOW she must be my best friend bc there are very few people in this world I would come to this place for! Its actually been really fun though. We have fun whenever we are together no matter where we are though. We are such little shit starters :lol: For the past 3 nights we've gone to this place called northgate, which is just this street that has a bunch of clubs and bars, I guess kind of like a very very small deep ellum. We used our shady ass id's and had no problem thursday or friday getting in. Thursday I got kind of drunk, but not that bad. We went to this bar called the library and danced, it was fun. I am such a horrible dancer, but when I drink I think i'm like britney spears or something so we had sooooo much fun. The only problem was it was SOOOO CROWDED AND HOT! All these random boys were buying us drinks and (trying) to dance with us. When we left we went into this parking garage where kylie's car was and I was wearing jeans and one of those juicy tube dresses and I was so freaking hot and I didnt see anyone else but kylie so I took my pants off then all of a sudden I hear WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO TAKE IT OFF BABY!!!! Of course then there are like 10 guys! :oops: oops! The next day we just kind of chilled and went and got mystic tans. They looked really good but I think we took showers too early because they washed off a little bit. The guy at the tanning place was really hot though and we ended up seeing him later that night when we went out to northgate to this place Gatsbys. He bought us jager shots...yummmmmmmm. Then I dont know where he went but there were a bunch of cute boys, but all of them were kind of short (story of my life :roll: ) Then I met this guy Tyler who is a surfer and is going to asu next year!! And he's 6'3"!! Hell yeah! Like how random is that, just meeting some random guy in a club that is transferring to your school? He is like 23 though, but I am sick of boys my age bc all I do is fight with them. Oh look.....one in particular is calling right now. Lucky me, i'm in the mood to fight. I don't think im going to answer though bc i'm so sick of all this drama. Anyways, back to friday. I ended up getting so belligerently drunk, I passed out on the couches at the library. I LOVE IT when that happens. Its sad, I havent drank much since the first week of summer I have completely lost my tolerance. What am I supossed to do when I go back top school??? Yesterday I was so hungover, it was awful. We went over to Laceys and went to this pool party and everyone was drinking beer and stuff, but I couldnt even look at one w/o wanting to puke. We went out to the library again last night for Ky's birthday, and I felt like a loser but I didnt drink at all bc I still felt so sick. I always get like 24 hour hangovers. I did however start a fight with kylies boyfriends ex girlfriend that has been threatening her. I love fighting hahahahaha. But we all talked everything out so its all cool now (damn...i hate having to be all mature and adultlike...jk). Oh yeah, and the worst thing was, last night we went to this bar and I wasnt even going to drink and I got my id taken away! So fuck that! I am pissed about that but its not a huge deal bc i'm getting a new one before i go back to school. Well, its time to celebrate ky's birthday, and we better do it good, as tomorrow is July 19th, the worst day of the year :cry:
[b]Ashlee Simpson[/b]
[i]Nothing New[/i]
I found myself wrong again
Starin out my window
Wonderin what it is I should have said
I found myself at home again
Waitin for the after call
The fallout that feels like such a mess
Ohhhh I can only be myself
I'm sorry that's hell for you
Heyyy so what's my damage today
Don't let me get in your way
Let it out like you always do
The trouble between me and you
Is nothing new
So I listen to you complain and then
I bite my tongue in vain again
As I let it all just slowly settle in
Such a pretty picture that you paint
I'm so vow while your a saint
Funny how your eyes see thick not thin
Ohhhh I can only be myself
Your lookin for someone else
Heyyy so what's my damage today
Don't let me get in your way
Let it out like you always do
The trouble between me and you
Is nothing new
You know how to give but you can't take it
It's all just a waste now you can save it
No matter what I do
Is never good enough, never good enough
Heyyy so what's my damage today
Don't let me get in your way
Let it out like you always do
The trouble between me and you
Is nothing new
Is nothing new
Save your breath cause here comes the truth
I'm over the drama of you
And that's something new
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| can ANYTHING in my life ever be stable? |
| 07.14.04 (10:57 pm) [edit] |
My mood, my relationship with my parents, friends, and "significant others" fluctuates every day. Every day it is something new. Can't things just chill out? I seriously can't deal with my dad much longer. We fight 24/7 (and he wonders why all I do is sleep when i'm home) and if I wasn't broke and he couldn't take away my car and not pay for school I would move out. But that would make my mom upset. This is the same story since I was about 9. Except then I used to run away to my treehouse in the backyard. I CAN'T WAIT TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL. I can't believe it was a month from yesterday! But I have alot of decisions to make before I leave too which is stressing me out. And when I am stressed out what do I do? Sleep about 18 hours a day. Very productive. I was going to go to College Station today, but i'm going tomorrow instead (well i guess its technically today now) because I forgot I had an online test for one of my summer school classes. I'm taking english and political science online and its kind of a pain in the ass, I would almost rather actually go to class. But this way I can be noctournal and nobody can bitch at me for it. I got the new Ashlee Simpson cd early today...i LOVE LOVE LOVE it. Make fun of me all you want, but its really good. She is so cute, but I really think she should dye her hair back blonde. I'm sure she really cares what I think. I am so stoked to see Kylie, because I haven't really gone out and had fun in awhile because of being out of town and everyone doing summer school and stuff. So we are going to have so much fun and party cuz its her birthday! I am going to have to really distract myself this weekend, bc the anniversary is on monday and that is always a REALLY bad day. So I have already had that dream twice this week :cry: I find out on monday if I have to have surgery on my elbow, which won't be fun b/c they have to inject it with dye or something which sounds painful! Not looking forward to it. There isn't really anyone left I can talk to about michael.....I will probably end up calling Kacy or Jeff on monday because I always just get completely hysterical on that day and my mom has to give me xanax or something. But I haven't talked to Jeff all summer and barely talked to him this year, so I don't just want to call him up and be like hey.....then completely break down and cry and stuff. God I hate crying in front of people. He is one of the few people I have always been able to let myself in front of though. I guess we'll just have to see how monday goes. If I didn't have to have that stupid MRI I would just try to sleep all day. Well I have to wake up early to go to spin class at 9, so i'm gonna go to sleep. Hopefully I wont have that dream....
[b]Ashlee Simpson[/b]
[i]Love Me For Me[/i]
It's been three days
You come around here like you know me
You're stuck in my place
Next thing you know, you'll be using my toothpaste
Step up, sit down
Get ready, let me tell you who's the boss now
Stay here, get out
Everytime i turn around you're in my face
Don't care where you think you've been, and how you're getting over
If you think you've got me found
Just wait it gets much golder
Here I am,
As perfect as i'm ever gonna be
You'll see
Love me for me
Stick around,
I'm not the kinda girl you wanna leave
You'll see
Love me for me
Shut up, come back
Know i didn't really mean to say that
I'm mixed up, so what
Yea you want me so you're messed up too
I love you, I hate you
If you only knew what i've been through
My head is spinnin'
But my heart is in the right place
Sometimes it has to have it's self a little earthquake
Here I am,
As perfect as i'm ever gonna be
You'll see
Love me for me
Stick around,
I'm not the kinda girl you wanna leave
You'll see
Love me for me
I've been waiting all my life
To finally find you
Just so i can push you away
And when youre crawlin on broken glass to get to me
That's when i'll let you stay
Oh, here I am
As perfect as i'm ever gonna be
You'll see
Love me for me
Stick around,
I'm not the kinda girl you wanna leave
You'll see
Love me for me
Love me for me
Whoa, here I am
As perfect as i'm ever gonna be
You'll see
Love me for me
Stick around,
I'm not the kinda girl you wanna leave
You'll see
Love me for me
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| torn....again |
| 07.13.04 (9:32 pm) [edit] |
Is this how its going to be at the end of every summer? If so, I can't do it.....I for sure can't do the long distance relationship thing because I just think thats stupid. You're in college, you're there for new people and new experiences, and how do you know if you're supossed to be with this one person when for all you know someone else is the right one? I almost didn't go to ASU and was going to stay here and go to SMU or somewhere else instead for that reason, but i'm so glad I did go, even if I hated it at first. I really needed to prove to myself (and everyone else) that I could do it. I am the only one out of all my friends that went so far away. Well, except Ash, but she was basically going back home. And I am one of those people that HATES change, but i needed to get out of southlake. It at least made me grow up some. But now everyone is up my ass to transfer to UT....if I would've gotten in, I would be there ok? But obviously there is some reason why I was meant to go to arizona, even if I don't know what that is. I thought I knew but I think I was wrong! We'll see when I get back. I can't believe i'm goin back in a month....i'm really excited, but I don't want to leave things here the way they are either. Decisions, decisions. I am going to CS to see Kylie tomorrow, I haven't seen her in like 3 weeks! I miss her! And Ash too. With all this summer school crap everyones been really busy. Plus i've been out of town for the past 3 weeks! I'm going to cabo in like 2 weeks too. And when I get back I am leaving for school in a week. For as boring as this summer has been, its gone by really fast. I am curious to see how things are going to be w/ my friends at school because I haven't talked to them very much this summer. But then again, what is there really to talk about?? Well I am soooo tired bc I did spin and played tennis for 2 hours today, so im going to pass out!
[b]The Starting Line[/b]
[i]Hello Houston[/i]
lead on
to keep our feelings strong
and make me still believe
our page is one and the same
our ways will separate tonight
you say if we were to wait
some things just might be changed
I say that I dont have the strength
to fuel a burning flame
speak to me
what can I say, we just live too far away
that's a shame that love can make you stay
sweet thing
I hope that you know I'm wondering where you are
You say this could work someday
when you and I both know this is the end
Leave me the way it has to be
excuse my poor excuse
tell me that insecurities
are what drove me to you
and everyday I compare your face
from sweet beginnings to your bitter end
sweet thing
I hope that you know I'm wondering where you are
You say this could work someday
when you and I both know this is the end
Let me let go
sweet thing
I hope that you know I'm wondering where you are
You say this could work someday
when you and I both know this is the end
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| another boring day in slake |
| 07.08.04 (10:52 pm) [edit] |
I really can't take this much longer. Thank god I am going to C.S. next week....kylie, lets get plastered for like 4 days straight. I can't believe I haven't drank in like a month. Damn summer school. I have to go to freaking Arkansas tomorrow for Jen's wedding, which i'm really not looking forward to, because Muzzy and my Aunt Vicki (they are sisters) have been up my ass about this whole sorority thing. So I get to listen to Kappa Alpha Theta vs. Kappa Kappa Gamma all weekend. Funnnnn stuff. And miss Jessica Simpson saturday night :x At least there will be an open bar at the wedding and my cousins Shannon and Blake will be there and I love them so thats cool. Isn't it weird how one stupid dream can completely throw you off track? I had a dream about Marc last night and I have been thinking about all that marc/adam drama all day which makes me think about michael (the anniversary is a week from monday....holy shit i cant believe it has been 3 years). I hate how all that stuff is tied together. Not one day passes that I dont think about michael though. I wonder if that will ever change. Ever since the accident I have had these dreams, probably once a week, always different situation but the same thing happens. I am in some sort of car and for some reason nobody is driving and its about to crash and im in the backseat or something trying to get to the brakes fast enough. I hate that dream. I've already had it twice this week :cry: I have the tendency to take things wayyyyyy too personally, and I don't even have the right to be mad about this, but yesterday someones away message really pissed me off and I have been in a bad mood ever since. Like infuriated :evil: I need to learn not to do that anymore! One of the houses in Hayden Cove ended up going for sale today, so we put a contract on it and hopefully we will get it. It is a 3 bedroom, so until we get another roommate, it can be the boom boom room. I told Kylie that and she said whats that, the weed smoking room??? No....but kylie if thats what you want it to be it can be that for you! Well, its almost 2 and I still havent packed at we are leaving early tomorrow, so I should probably do that.
[b]Finch[/b]
[i]Without You Here[/i]
The storm is bad tonight,
so how could I awake without you here?
Your picture's on the wall.
You haven't called.
But I'll wait for you.
To her own reflection,
she says, "I will hold on"
To her own reflection,
she says, "I will be strong"
The storm is letting up,
but it won't die.
If you weren't wrong, was I?
Your picture still remains,
but I wonder are you still the same?
To her own reflection,
she says, "I will hold on"
To her own reflection,
she says, "I will be strong"
Am I losing you?
Am I losing you?!
I've waited, I've waited til it's over
It's over now...
To her own reflection,
she says, "I will hold on"
To her own reflection,
she says, "I will be strong"
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| i want to go back to school!! |
| 07.07.04 (10:36 pm) [edit] |
I am SO BORED here....I can't wait to go back to school! Since I am such a boring person and have such a boring life, i'll leave you with some survey i did because I was so bored. But first, my song of the day:
[b]The Ataris[/b]
[i]Hey, Kid![/i]
I wait for the day to come when I'll wake up and be a star.
I dream of a different world... somewhere where we will go far.
I bitch about my life. I bitch about the scene.
I hate this fucking town and wish that it was all a dream.
Bitch, bitch, bitch!
That's all you ever do.
Bitch, bitch, bitch!
Your ego will destroy you.
Bitch, bitch, bitch!
That's all I have to say.
Bitch, bitch, bitch!
Now I'll just fade away.
Just as long as I act cool then people will suck up to me.
They won't realize that I'm a fake and that's what I'm always going to be.
A dreamer and a kid who changes every day.
Someone that has to talk when he's got nothing to say.
Hey kid, it's a great big world out there that you think you need to see.
Hey kid, go on and live that life... But live it without me!
Bitch, bitch, bitch!
That's all you ever do.
Bitch, bitch, bitch!
No one's more punk than you.
Bitch bitch, bitch!
Your life is just a trend.
Bitch, bitch, bitch!
We'll see who's happy in the end.
S.U.R.V.E.Y
[My name is]: Taylor
[in the morning i am]: Whats morning? I don't do mornings....seriously I don't wake up til like 3 in the afternoon
[love is]: Being so comfortable with someone where you can be yourself 100% and tell that person anything and know they will still love you afterwards....its not being able to say that persons name without getting a big smile on your face or butterflies in your stomach
[i dream about]: weirddddddddd stuff....i always have the most random dreams
-W I T H .T H E. O P P O S I T E. S E X-
[what do you notice first?]: Height, eyes
[last person you slow danced with]: Ummm Kyle at prom?
-W H O-
[do you have a crush on?]: Andy Roddick
[easiest to talk to]: Ashley
-H A V E .Y O U .E V E R-
[fallen for your best friend]: Yeah, somewhat....then things get weird and you dont talk to that person for like 6 months
-W H O .W A S .T H E .L A S T. P E R S O N-
[you talked to on the phone]: Chris
[hugged]: my mommy
[you instant messaged]: kylie
[you laughed with]: chris
[yelled at]: my sister
-D O .Y O U / / A R E .Y O U-
[could you live without the computer]: No way
[what's your favorite food?]: cereal
[whats your favorite fruit?]: strawberries
[what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?]: Emotional
[trust others way too easily?]: wayyyy too easily
-N U M B E R-
[of times i have had my heart broken?]: 1
[Shattered?] 1
[of hearts i have broken?]: a few ;)
[of boys/girls i have kissed]: ummm....let me count, I think like 10 maybe?
[of tight friends?]: Alot of close friends, but only 2 best friends...ky and ash
[of cd's that i own?]: way too many
[of scars on my body?]: one on my chin from my dad dropping me onto the fireplace when i was a baby, one on my chest from my cat, several from breaking kendalls glass shower (sorry!), one on my shoulder from the car accident
[of things in my past that i regret?]: could i just completely redo high school??
-O.T.H.E.R.T.H.I.N.G.S.-
[i know]: i'm a geek
[i want]: to go back to school
[i have]: got to clean my room
[i wish]: i wasn't so lazy
[i hate]: feet! EW!
[i miss]: arizona, and everyone there
[i fear]: snakes, clowns, and repeating outfits
[i hear]: the new taking back sunday i am trying to download right now
[i search]: for way too many things on ebay
[i love]: tiger
[i ache]: when i run
[i care]: about other people more than myself
[i always]: bounce checks (oops)
[i dance]: when i'm drunk
[i cry]: when my feelings get hurt (which is often bc i am way too sensitive), and during sad movies/tv shows
[i do not always]: finish things ive started
[i write]: in this...does that count?
[i confuse]: myself
[i can usually be found]: in my bed sleeping
[i need]: to clean my room and do laundry
[have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing]: strip poker
[if so, when and with who]: one too many times...do you notice when guys drink suddenly everything becomes "strip"? Hey guys lets play strip go fish!
[favorite place to be kissed?]: neck and lips
[have you ever been caught "doing something"]: No
A.R.E Y.O.U A.....
[wuss?]: sometimes
[gang member]: oh yeah...ha
[daydreamer]: yep
[alcoholic]: no not me
[freak]: hahaha yeah
[brat]: completely
[goody-goody]: when it comes to certain things i guess
[angel]: no
[devil]: wake me up and you'll find out
[friend]: yes
[shy]: sometimes
[talkative]: yes...and i apologize to everyone who knows how i get when i drink...LOUD
[adventurous]: sometimes
[intelligent]: I used to think so, but college really kills your ambition....go FIDM!
-Concerning.The.Friends:
[impacted you the most spiritually]: Laura Blalock
[wish you saw more often]: Ashley, Laura Blalock, Cristy Finis
[wish you could meet]: Jessica, Paris, and Nicole
[most sarcastic]: me....or maybe jake i guess
[wish you knew better]: skye and courson probably
[knows you best]: kylie and ash
[best outlook on life]: laura
[most paranoid]: heldoorn
[sweetest]: laura or cristy
-Self-Analysis.You.Probably.Don't.Want.To.Do-
[your best feature (personality)]: Friendly
[your biggest flaw (personality)]: I trust people too easily and sometimes say more than I should
[most annoying thing you do]: be really loud and/or cry for no reason when im drinking
[biggest mistake you've made this year]: the way i acted the last night of school!
[describe your personality in one word]: eccentric
[the physical feature for which you are most often complimented]: Eyes and hair (which i really dont get)
[person you regret sleeping with]: adam
[a smell that makes you smile]: Hugo or aqua di gio
[a country you'd like to visit]: amsterdam
[a drink you order most often]: coke
[a delicious desert]: key lime pie...yummm
[a book you highly recommend]: the notebook, nicholas sparks
[the music you prefer while alone]: pink floyd
[your favorite band]: finch, yellowcard, starting line
[a film you could watch over and over]: breakfast at tiffany's
[a TV show you watch(ed) regularly]: The OC, Newlyweds, Simple Life
[you live in a(n)] house right now...soon to be townhouse
[your transportation]: 2001 Mustang
[your cologne or perfume]: Escada Sexy Graffiti, Romance, Chanel Allure
[under your bed or in your closet you hide]: Oh god i dont even want to know
[something important on your night table]: A picture of my and my grandpa :(
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| what a waste of a trip! |
| 07.05.04 (8:03 pm) [edit] |
Going to phoenix was a total waste of time! My dad and I went out there to find a house, and the market out there is completely rediculous. All the houses close to school were really old and gross, but really expensive as well! The place where I wanted to live, Hayden Cove II, is new and has cute townhouses but they were all sold out. After going with the realtor and seeing how bad and overpriced everywhere else was, my dad finally gave in after I whined enough when the developer called and said he had one left. We met up with the realtor and drove over there and the guy was like oh im sorry, I just sold it to a family in california over the phone 5 minutes ago. Are you fucking kidding me? We had talked to this guy 45 minutes ago. I WAS SO PISSED :evil: He said he had one available for us to rent, but my dad said no we dont want to rent one we want to buy one. But we went and looked at it anyways and I loved it because it backed up to the pool and the room I would have had a HUGE closet. So we put our name down for that and hoped maybe something else would be available for sale. There was one other townhouse with a for sale sign, so we called, and the guy said he might be willing to sell for $185,000 and my dad was like uhhh yeah right. We later found out he had bought it earlier that week for 157. But hey if you can make money go for it. We spent 3 days straight looking all over tempe and scottsdale but there was just nothing unless you wanted to drive 25 minutes away, which I didnt. We finally found this little house off of university and mcclintock, actually pretty close to hayden cove, that was NOT cute on the outside but cute inside so my dad made an offer on it. We were going to fix it up and wait for one of the hayden townhouses to go on sale and then sell the fixed up house. We had to fly home before the deal closed, and it turned out that they already had a contract on that house so it looks like I get to rent the townhouse I liked in the first place :D My dad talked to the developer and he might let us buy it but wants to hold on to it for at least 6 months. I am so stoked, It is way cute and has a pretty small backyard but its big enough for a hot tub and a table and chairs and stuff, and it is right next to the pool. Upstairs there are 2 bedrooms and a loft and as I said a really big closet. That is the best part as far as I'm concerned. And the guy said we could paint it, so I think downstairs we are going to do it plain white but with black leather couches and some really cool modern tables and stuff like that. I dont know about the loft, but I think i'm going to paint my room a turquoisey blue, and (if) courson lives with me she can paint her room whatever color she wants. The good thing is that its really close to school and work and stuff and skyes apartment is right down scottsdale road, and amandas apartment is right up the road :) So yay, I am happy it all worked out. Now I just can't wait to go back to school because it is SO BORING HERE!!!!! I am going to visit Kylie next week and Ash may come here and go with me and that would be soooooooo fun so I cant wait for that. Oh and I conveniently forgot, I have to go to BFE arkansas for my aunts wedding this weekend and miss Jessica Simspon :cry: Apparently I am just not meant to go to any good concerts this summer......I was sick for dashboard, I had to go to a funeral during warped, wedding during Jessica, and Britney had to go and get engaged or pregnant or whatever she is! I have to go do summer school stuff now.....boring
[b]Taking Back Sunday[/b]
[i]New American Classic[/i]
You've got to get better it's all in your head
We could live through these letters or forget it all together
See the months they don't matter it's the days I can't take
When the hours move to minutes and I'm seconds away
Just ask the question come untie the knot
Say you won't care Say you won't care
Retrace the steps as if we forgot
Say you won't care Say you won't care
We tried to avoid it but there's not a doubt
And there's one thing I can do nothing about
When all that you need is just a reaction
It's too much to ask for when there's no attraction anymore
When chasing our dreams is just a distraction
I want to remember when I know that I can't go back
Just ask the question come untie the knot
Say you won't care Say you won't care
Retrace the steps as if we forgot
Say you won't care Say you won't care
We tried to avoid it but there's not a doubt
And there's one thing I can do nothing about
There's one thing I can do nothing
There's one thing I can do nothing
There's one thing I can do nothing about.
Just ask the question come untie the knot
Say you won't care Say you won't care
Retrace the steps as if we forgot
Say you won't care Say you won't care
We tried to avoid it but there's not a doubt
And there's one thing I can do nothing
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