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| everything you've always wanted to know!! (GOD IM BORED) |
| 08.30.04 (10:59 pm) [edit] |
YOU
+name: Taylor
+best feature: Eyes
+piercings: Two in each ear...I took my belly button ring out!
+boyfriend/girlfriend now: NOPE!
+number of times i have had my heart broken: Once, hardcore
+hearts I have broken: Two
+number of girls I have kissed: One....I was so incredibly drunk and I swore I never would do that!
+what were u doing 15 mins ago: Driving home from Skye's
+what are u wearing now: tanktop and boyshorts
+u shy or outgoing: When I first meet someone, shy, then outgoing
+sleep with stuffed animals: My teddy bear Howard
+what do you want from a partner: honesty, loyalty
+feature you notice first: Height
+tan or fair: Naturally albino....god bless mystic tan!
+like flirts: Not when they are your boyfriend and flirting with someone besides you!
+would you ever date a friend: Been there, done that
RELATIONSHIPS
+do u have a crush: Yeah
+what is their name: Andy Roddick!! hahaha
+how long was your longest relationship: 1 1/2 years
+what is ur favorite thing to do with that special someone: Kiss
+what is the best present u've gotten from someone: A car
+what one quality do u like best in the opposite sex: sense of humor
+ever been in love: Yes
+Best friend(s): Kylie, Ashley
+Friends that you look like: Kacy or Skye since we all have red hair
+worst thing to say: I love you, I'm just not in love with you....(and yes i've said that before...sorry!)
FAVORITES
+color: Pink
+thing to do: Shop or sleep
+clothes: Juicy tube dresses....so comfy especially when its a million degrees outside!
+ocean or pool: Ocean
+favorite movie: Father of the Bride (the parents in that movie are exactly like mine!!) 13 Going On 30, Legally Blonde, Outside Providence (SO funny)
+love or lust: Love....lust gets you in trouble
+silver or gold: Silver....gold looks icky on me
+diamonds or pearls: Diamonds....is there any comparison?
+showers or baths: Bubble baths
+food: cereal
+current song: "Love Me For Me", "Surrender", and "LaLa" by Ashlee Simpson
+holiday: Christmas, or Halloween bc its fun to dress up!
+animal: My kitty Tiger!
+drink: my green drink concoction
+perfume: Escada Sexy Graffitti
+cologne: Hugo or Aqua Di Gio
+activity: Shopping
+fruit: Strawberrys
+Room In house: Bedroom
+Type of music: Punk
+Memory: Going to LA with Kylie in May
+Day of the Week: Saturday
+Flower: Rose
+Month: March....my birthday and spring break!
+Season: Summer
+Location for dates: Somewhere you can talk
+u wish u could live somewhere else: LA
+u want more tattoos: No....I regret the one I have!
+u like cleaning: Let me give you a hint....my room at home is referred to as ground zero
HAVE YOU EVER
+cried when someone died: Yes
+drank alcohol: Yes
+lied: Yes
+fallen for ur best friend: almost
+rejected someone: Yes
+used someone: No
+been cheated on: Yes...fuck you!
+cheated on someone: No
+done something u regret: The entire summer of 2001!
+smoked: Yup
+been obsessive: Yes
+could u live without the computer: I pretty much already do!
+how many peeps are on ur buddylist: 197
+like watching sunrises or sunset: sunset
+trust others way too easily: yeah....WAY too easily
+Gotten in a fight: not a physical fight....I kind of want to though!
+Been to New York: No...I want to go shopping there!
+Been to Florida: Yes
+Been to san francisco: Yes
+Been to Hawaii: Yes...I wanna go back!
+Been to Mexico: Just went to Cabo
+Been to China: No
+Been to Canada: Yeah, to my cousins lake house that didn't have electricity and you had to bathe in the lake...that week SUCKED!
+Danced naked: God I hope not!
+Got a really bad feeling about something then it happened: All the time
+Wish you were the opposite sex: ewww no i am so glad i'm a girl....but liz and skye and i want to be a boy for one day and said we would give eachother head so we knew what it felt like (now theres a drunk conversation for yoU!)
+danced like a frickin idiot: yes
+went to a movie: Yes
+wished u were somebody else: all the time!
+were depressed: lets see....pretty much all of age 13 and 16
+where would you love to travel to: Tahiti
+whats ur middle name: Ashleigh
DO YOU, HAVE YOU'S AND WHAT ABOUT YOU'S
+do u have a cell phone: Yes
+whats ur online screen name: Tayfabb
+what do u want to do with your life: Have my own boutique
+last time u went to the doctor: a few weeks ago for elbow surgery
+do u consider urself a "nice" person: yes, unless you give me a reason not to be
+what are you scared of: Snakes and clowns!
+do u believe in angels: yes
+do u think ur spoiled: sometimes
+have u seen the exorcist: yes
FINISH THE SENTENCE
+in the morning i am: not awake
+all i need is: caffeine...i'm tired
+love is: painful
+if i could see one person right now: Kylie
+i dream about: a certain someone
+rebellious: gets you in trouble
+sweet: blalock
+butt: my sister has a gigantic ass
+smart: i used to be
+funny: guill
+deep: dish pizza sounds good
+stubborn: me
+bitchy: Girls
+moody: annoying
+lazy: i am the laziest person i know....last year i had trouble waking up for my 1:40 class!
+crazy: Beautiful
+flirtatious: ash
+lovable: clarence and samantha!
DO YOU
+read the newspaper: sometimes
+believe in miracles: yes
+like the taste of alcohol: a little too much
+have any secrets: yes
+wish on stars: yes
+believe in ghosts: not really....kylie has a ghost that visits her though!
+like sarcasm: I am the most sarcastic person, and some people (CHRIS) do not understand that i'm not being serious!
+sing in the shower: No, I do in the car though
+sit on the internet all day waiting for someone special to I.M.: sorry i have a life!
+save aol/aim conversations: Not since 7th grade, when you talked to the boy you liked, then sent the convo to all your friends!
+cried because of someone saying something to u: Yes
+color ur hair: I have finally accepted the fact I will never be naturally blonde and highlights are a pain in the ass!
+ever get off the damn computer: hahaha sometimes
+habla espanol: No
+coke or pepsi: coke
+flowers or candy: flowers
+scruff or clean shaven: clean shaven...some guys look hot scruffy though
+tall or short: I'm gigantically tall, I wish I was short, so I only date boys taller than me!
WHO
+makes u laugh the most: Kylie
+makes you smile: ash
+has a crush on u: joey
+Have you ever loved someone you had no chance with: Todd Bondy!
+Have You Ever Cried over Something Someone of The Opposite Sex Did: Yes
+Do you have A "Type" Of Person You Always Go After: Yeah, the asshole punk boy type
+Ever Liked a close Guy/Girl Friend: yeah, bad idea
+Are You Lonely Right Now: Kind of...its weird living by yourself!
+Ever Afraid You'll Never Get Married: Sometimes
+Do You Want To Get Married: yeah, after i finish college! I dont want to be old when i get married though
+Do You Want Kids: Eventually
+Red or blue: blue
+Spring or fall: spring
+Santa or Rudolph: Santa
+Math or English: English...i hate math
+What are you going to do after you finish this survey: Watch MTV or E
+High school or college: College
+Are you bored: why else would I be doing this?
+How many buddies are on: 55
+Last movie you saw: Good Will Hunting on TV
+Last noise you heard: my cat meowing
+Things you like in a girl/guy: when they're funny, and you can have an intelligent conversation with them
+What book are you reading now: The Audrey Hepburn biography...i LOVE her
+Favorite board game: Monopoly
+Favorite magazine: Cosmopolitan
+Worst feeling in the world: rejection
+What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning: I wanna go back to sleep
+How many rings before you answer: It depends on who is calling
+Future daughter's name: Adair, Cooper, or Kylie
+Future son's name: Ashton, Connor, or Keegan (I'm into having your kids names start with the same letter...i think thats cute! except when you're a mormon and you have like 10 kids and they are jeff, justin, jeremy, jared, john, jacob, joe, you get the idea)
+Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate
+If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be: Director of the National Hurricane Center
+Are you a lefty, righty or ambidextrous: Righty
+type with your fingers on the right keys: No
+What's under your bed: My cat
+Eye Color: Green
+Height Currently: 5'10"
+Glasses/contacts: Contacts
+Current Age: 19
+Siblings: Timmmmmayyyyy
+Hobbies: shopping....tennis....shopping....
+Are You Timely or Always Late: Late
+Do You Have a Job: I need to go talk to my boss at Nordstrom and get my job back
+Do You like Being around People: Most of the time, but sometimes its better to be by yourself
IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU
+Cried: Yes
+Bought Something: Yes
+Gotten Sick: nope
+Sang: yes
+Said I Love You: yes
+Wanted To Tell Someone You Loved them, But Didn't: No
+Met Someone New: no
+Talked To Someone: Yes
+Had A Serious Talk: No
+missed someone: Yes :(
+Hugged Someone: Yes
+Kissed Someone: Yes
+Fought With Your Parents: No...shocker
+Dreamed About Someone You Can't Be With: yes
+Had a lot of sleep: Not really
LAST PERSON WHO
+Slept in your bed: Me
+Made you cry: Jake
+You shared a drink with: Skye
+You went to the mall with: Skye, Chris, and Billy
+Sent you a comment on tblog: Kylie
+Said they were going to kill you: My dad hahaha
FINAL QUESTIONS
+i want: to go home
+i wish: I was happy right now
+i miss: everyone in texas
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| sooooo hungover |
| 08.29.04 (12:42 pm) [edit] |
Yesterday Skye, Chris, Billy and I went to Fashion Square (again) and I spent more money that I don’t have (again). I should just stay away from Banana and Victoria’s Secret, especially when they are having a sale! I just can’t help it…..Billy had to literally drag me and Skye out of BCBG because we were about to buy the whole store. Its probably for the best I didn’t buy anything there. At least I didn’t spend as much as Chris….he is such a girl. He bought a Louis Vuitton wallet and a Lacoste Sweatsuit and spent like $700. He is special. We went into the pet store and Skye was THISCLOSE to buying this adorable maltese, but her mom wouldn’t let her. Follow my advice: buy first, ask later! Afterwards we went to the Cheesecake Factory, my favorite place in the whole entire world….whenever you eat there you feel like you will never eat again! I had the Key Lime Cheesecake and Skye and Chris got the Adam Ripley Peanut Butter Fudge…. Yum! Skye, Liz and I went over to Rob’s house because he had a keg, and we all got completely trashed. Liz was already drunk when we got there, so she just got shitfaced. She ended up leaving to go over to this kids house, and he came and picked her up and it was the kid I sat next to at graduation! I didn’t even know he went here! WEIRD…. Skye and I stayed at Rob’s and continued to drink everclear. There are 3 stages to my being drunk, and thankfully I only got to stage 2 last night: Stage One – Smiley happy, Stage Two – Really Loud, and Stage Three – On the ground either crying or laughing hysterically. I did make a drunk phone call to Jake though….thats embarrassing! Skye had Phil come pick her up and take her back to her place, but I didn’t want to deal with getting my car tomorrow so I just slept at Andy’s. I woke up at 6 with a pounding headache so I came home, and just woke up with a massive hangover. I normally don’t get hangovers when I drink everclear so I don’t know whats up! But I really don’t feel good. So I’m going to go back to sleep now….I was going to go pass out by the pool but its 106 outside and I really don’t feel like sweating when I’m already probably really dehydrated!
[b]Sluggo[/b]
[i]Broken[/i]
There you were
Standing right next to me
Right in front of him
Right when I fell over onto you
I had no excuse
Cause I’m still wasted
I’m all alone
Does anybody care
That I have feelings too
But I’m too wasted
To talk to you
Like you even care
What I have to say
Cause I’m a loser
There you were
Standing right next to me
Right in front of him
Right when I fell over onto you
I had no excuse
I was so confused
But I’m still wasted
I wish that I had the nerve to say
Something to you now
But I’m too wasted
To get back on my own two feet again
And make you understand
That I’m not a loser
There you were
Standing right next to me
Right in front of him
Right when I fell over onto you
I had no excuse
I was so confused
But I’m still wasted
I’m broken I’m so broken
I’m broken I’m so broken
There you were
Standing right next to me
Right in front of him
Right when I fell over onto you
I had no excuse
I was so confused
Cause I’m still wasted
I’m broken…..
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| Girls Night IN |
| 08.26.04 (11:54 pm) [edit] |
Tonight Skye and I were going to go to Delta Sig’s Around The World Party, but we ended up just staying in because there was this long ass line in the parking lot and we didn’t really feel like waiting. Plus, it was by invitation only, and I know people in that frat but I guess there was some kind of list you had to be on and I didn’t want to wait in line then end up not getting in (Like Chris….serves him right bc he thought he was hot shit for getting invited). I’ve never heard of girls not being able to get into a frat party but you never know. I wasn’t really in a party mood….I’ll save that for tomorrow night. I don’t know whats with me! I really don’t drink that much anymore and I’m just over the whole party scene. I guess I’m growing up……I just don’t like the way I act when I get really drunk. I end up completely embarrassing myself! So we just ended up going back to her apartment and painting our toenails and watching Newlyweds with Liz. Anyways….I have to go over to SCC tomorrow and register for classes, then Skye and I are going to Scottsdale Fashion Square…my haven! I need to talk to my boss at Nordstrom, plus its an excuse to go shopping. Like I need an excuse to go shopping. I’m trying to limit myself and be on a budget so this should be interesting. But I really NEED to go to Sephora!! It’s so weird living by myself. I don’t feel like I’m old enough to have my own place….I’m so glad Tiger came with me! So its not like I’m living completely by myself. Its nice to have the privacy and just be able to do whatever you want….like sleep in your underwear! I am afraid if I get a roommate it will end up like last year….definately don’t wanna do that again! Skye and I went to In n Out today (there is nothing better in this world than In n out!!) and Wal-Mart and got all these old cds….I got Everclear and the Foo Fighters and it takes me right back to seventh grade!! I remember I used to listen to everclear and talk to on the phone to Matt Donaldson for hours and hours…..god that seems like yesterday but that was almost 7 years ago! That is so weird. I think this song was written for me…. But I’ve gotten a lot better, learned some lessons the hard way, and grew up a little bit.
[b]Everclear[/b]
[i]Everything To Everyone[/i]
You put yourself in stupid places
Yes I think you know it's true
Situations where it's easy to look down on you
I think you like to be the victim
I think you like to be in pain
I think you make yourself a victim almost every single day
You do what you do
You say what you say
You try to be everything to everyone
You know all the right people
You play all the right games
You always try to be everything to everyone
Yeah you do it again
You always do it again
You say they taught you to read and write
Yeah they taught you how to count
I say they tought you how to buy and sell your own body by the pound
I think you like to be their simple toy
I think you love to play the clown
I think you are blind to the fact that the hand you hold is the hand that holds you down
Spin around and fall down
Do it again
You stumble and fall
Yeah why don't you ever learn
Spin around and fall down
Do it again
Come on now
Do that stupid dance for me
You do what you do
You say what you say
You try to be everything to everyone
You jump through the big hoop
You play all the right games
You try to be everything to everyone
Spin around and fall down
Do it again
You stumble and you fall
Yeah you do it again
Spin around and fall down
Do it again
You stumble and you fall
Why won't you ever learn?
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| Haven't written in forever! |
| 08.26.04 (12:58 pm) [edit] |
Sorry I haven’t written in forever…..i’ve been SO BUSY getting my house set up and everything. Well, it looks like I’m going to SCC this semester…FUCK. I am such a total screwup. I went to talk to my advisor and she was like well if you would’ve been here last week you could have filed an appeal and all but now you have to wait until next semester. Fabulous. If she only knew the week I had last week……definitely one of the worst ever!! I’m not even going to get into it. It’s not so bad going to SCC, but I’m just soooo disappointed in myself and embarrassed. Plus I have to lie to my parents all semester bc if they knew I got kicked out of ASU I would be on the first plane home, living at home, and going to TCC. No thank you. I hate lying to my mom more than anything though. She is bitching at me for not rushing…if only she knew what the actual reason is! I really don’t think my life will fall apart if I’m not in a sorority! It would be fun and all, but I already have friends here so its not like I don’t have anyone to hang out with. Plus, if Skye and Liz rush and they get into a cool sorority they can get me in next semester. I just think its ironic that I got into Theta and Pi Phi last year, and I want to be a Theta now, but I didn’t do either one bc I wanted to be in Kappa and I was so pissed I didn’t get in. I kind of have a tendency to be stubborn like that….if I don’t get my first choice then I’m not going to do anything at all!! I need to go over to Nordstrom tomorrow and talk about getting my job back. I hope they let me work a few days a week bc there is no way I can work full time again. I definitely need my job back though…I want to get a new laptop to replace this piece of shit! I’m so glad I’m finally back in AZ….I definitely miss certain people at home but I need to get over that. I’m not going to spend all year missing someone when there are boys here! Skye, Andy, Rob, Guill, Chris, and Billy came over last night to hang out. The boys looked so cute because they had just gotten their haircut…..i LOVE that! We just chilled and watched TV and drank corona. I would so much rather hang out with a few people like that then go to massive parties. I think Chris is disappointed bc he was expecting every night to be like a huge frat party. That scene is fun for awhile but it gets real old real fast. Well, I’m gonna go lay out by the pool now! Tough life……
[b]Finch[/b]
[i]Letters to You[/i]
Can't you see that I wanna be there with open arms
It's empty tonight and I'm all alone
Get me through this one
Do you notice I'm gone?
Where do you run to so far away?
I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so
I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so
I'm writing again these letters to you aren't much, I know
But I'm not sleeping and you're not here
The thought stops my heart
Do you notice I'm gone?
Where do you run to so far away?
I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so
I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so
I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so
No more looking I've found home
I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so
I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so
I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so
I'm gone away
I'm gone away
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| sad/mad/tired/relieved.....CRAZY night!! |
| 08.15.04 (1:43 am) [edit] |
So jake had this huge end of the summer party tonight and there were like a million people there. I hate when there are a bunch of people over there bc he basically ignores me, i guess because he has to walk around and make sure his house isn't being destroyed and people are being cool. I knew this was going to happen going over there, but it still bothers me. But more on that later. Anyways, when I got there, there were maybe 25 people there. There was a keg and people had brought their own stuff too and everyone was pretty trashed already (keep in mind its 10:30). I had a beer and a half then decided to stop drinking bc I already felt kind of drunk since Im still on painkillers for my elbow. I knew if I got drunk I would end up staying at Jake's and that would just make it harder for me to say bye to him. More people ended up coming and I guess it got really loud so the cops got called and the next thing you know there are cops banging on the window and someone gets the genious idea to turn off the lights and hide in the back....oh like there is magically no party! I was like ok thats stupid, normally if you just talk to them and apologize they will go away but whatever. So we hid for like an hour in the dark and they eventually left but kept patrolling the street around his house. We thought they were finally gone so we turned the lights and music back on and Kristen snuck beer in since the keg was gone. Well next thing we know a cop got in through the back door and was in the kitchen. SHIT. My parents are already pissed at me, the last thing i need is an MIC. When i've had one beer. Jake has parties 4 times a week and the last one of the summer gets busted....that sucks. The cops were actually pretty cool after awhile and told the people who had been drinking to line up on one wall and the people who hadnt been on another. I told one of the cops i had one beer like 4 hours ago and he still made me stand on the drinking line but whatever. It was funny, there were 7 non drinkers and like 50 drinkers. I guess they went out and breathalyzed the ppl who hadn't been drinking and said as long as they drove home whoever wanted to go home and everyone else stayed there, then they would let us all go with a warning. THANK GOD. The funniest thing in the middle of all of it was the doorbell rang and the cop opened it and it was the pizza guy!! Joey was trashed and had ordered the pizza and so he gave the cop the money and the cop paid the delivery guy --who looked absolutely terrified-- and the guy ran off. It was the funniest thing ive ever seen bc everyone was trying to be all quiet then a pizza shows up.....I wanted to take a picture but I didn't think that would be appropriate! So the cops left and I wanted to go home so bad bc I was just pissed. First of all I was sad about saying bye to Pajo and Joey and The Father and Kristen and everyone. Jake was really upsetting me bc he was text messaging his ex all night (i could tell even though he didnt say anything, im just smart like that) and I just felt like shit. Im sorry but im not going to be anyones sloppy seconds so fuck that. SOme girls may be cool with that but im not one of them. Plus some girl (who looked about 12) kept following him around all night, and apparently he passed out at her house last night. I don't know if they did anything but still. I was kind of jealous that he was paying more attention to her than me and i HATE Being jealous it makes me feel like such a bitch. I know he isnt my boyfriend but I just feel like soooooo dumb. Thank god im going to school tomorrow.....I dont need all this boy drama. I dont need to like him. I dont like him. Just let me keep telling myself this.......well im going to sleep bc I have alot of packing to do tomorrow.....
[b]Finch[/b]
[i]Waiting[/i]
Today is just like all the others
I'm not alright i've cried my last tears
I'm bleeding out my pain as you scream at me
You've got me waiting by myself
I never wanted more than this
What will it take to get the truth
I'm on my knees
Another page of i'm sorry's addressed to me
Another story for the collection of memories
folded neatly
You've got me waiting by myself
I never wanted more than this
What will it take to get the truth
I'm on my knees
And I will never make the same mistake...
And I will never make the same mistake...
Cause I will never make the same mistake...
Cause I will never make the same mistake...
You've got me waiting by myself
I never wanted more than this
What will it take to get the truth
I'm on my knees
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| boys...can't live with them, can't live without them! |
| 08.13.04 (9:02 pm) [edit] |
So I went over to Jake's tonight to bring some more stuff over for the garage sale and when I first got there Darius and Andrea (the hooters girl I cant STAND) were sitting outside so I sat and talked to them for a little bit because Jake wasn't home yet and Darius was like Hey, Tay....last time I saw you, you were drunk and annoying! I was like well its your dumbass fault for keep giving me drinks and trying to get me to makeout with you! He is one of those guys who will try to get every girl drunk then try to hook up with them once they are trashed. But deep down inside hes a nice guy. SO anyways, Jake got home and all these people came with him and he said hi to me and basically that was it....he like completely ignored me so I was like fuck this and just talked to Chris and Darius for awhile then left without saying bye to him. Like I know hes not my boyfriend or anything but I just really like him and It sucks im leaving the day after tomorrow. UGH. I always get myself into the stupidest situations. And the bigger asshole he is, the more I will want him. Thats just the way it works. I've pretty much made up my mind that I'm going to transfer to UT next year.....I know SKye and Chris are going to be disappointed, but they will have eachother. I might change my mind, but I've wanted to go to UT since I was like 4. Its where I was meant to go. I like ASU, but I LOVE UT. I love Austin. That way I can go home whenever I want to. And Kylie can go to ACC or try to transfer into UT and we can live together....that would be more fun than anything!! Then we could go to Waco on the weekends and visit Paj!! Or come up here and see everyone else. It just seems like the right thing to do. So we're both going to work really hard and get awesome grades this year. The only thing is that UT doesn't have meteorology as a major, and there is no way in hell that I would ever get into the business school, so im thinking either psychology or communications. I don't really need to decide this minute. We'll see how things go this year. Its funny that earlier this year I was dying to go back to school and now I don't want to leave everyone. Well except get away from my parents being up my ass about everything....ughhhh thats really annoying. My dad was being really mean to me earlier for no reason and he made me cry. If thats the way he wants to treat me when i'm leaving in 2 days thats his business, but I would try to be nice to someone if they are leaving. WHATEVER.....i'm in a really pissy mood so i'm going to go either a) eat something or b) buy something online hahahahaha
[b]Starting Line[/b]
[i]Cheek to Cheek[/i]
Bound to say something, eyes closed,
It's cold, and I'm home
I feel like nothing again,
Pretending not to care, but I care,
And I care, don't say another word
Our time was worthless, but I tried
We started over and over again, as we let go
Held each other, held hands,
Held standards and grudges
That's when I let you know,
I guess that goes to show
Just what I've been going through,
More nights of hugging my pillow, oh
Replaying memories
Sing this song for me;
And tell me how you'll never leave my side
I'll meet you at 7
I miss you already, goodbye to you
(The last goodbye, I'll never say to you)
Time was worthless, but I tried
We started over and over again, as we let go
Held each other, held hands,
held standards and grudges
That's when I let you know,
I guess that goes to show
Sing this song for me;
And tell me how you'll never leave my side
I'll meet you at 7
I miss you already, goodbye to you
the last goodbye I'll ever say to you
And I tried so hard,
And I've done my part,
And not to mention most of all of yours
Try and feel,
Try and listen,
Try and think of what you're missing,
Try to look into my eyes.
TRY
Goodbye
Sing this song for me
And tell me how you'll never leave my side
I'll meet you at 7
I miss you already
Goodbye to you
The last goodbye I'll ever say to you
Replaying memories
You'll never leave my side.....
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i miss you :(
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| 08.12.04 (10:02 pm) [edit] |
Ok....I go back to school in 3 days and I don't even know if I will technically be going back to school. Here's the deal. Last year my grades were really shitty. I lost my scholarship after first semester because I partied way too much and never went to class and so I was put on academic probation. You would think that would teach me a lesson but no such luck. Second semester, I worked full time at Nordstrom, and went to school, and went out, so my grades got progressively worse. So this summer I took summer school online through ASU to try to raise my GPA. I thought I was going to get an A and a B, but the week I was in mexico I had my finals. Both of my classes do tests with sound clips accounting for about 50% of the questions. Well my computer wasnt working in mexico, so I had to use the one at the hotel, and it didn't have a sound card so I couldn't hear the sound clips so I had to guess. I ended up getting a C and a D. My GPA is a 1.9 and I need a 2.0 or they will kick me out. My parents already FREAKED when I lost my scholarship and if I get kicked out I don't even want to think about that. That just isn't even an option. I have an appointment with my advisor on Wednesday, and I guess I can appeal to the dean or something and hopefully he will put me on continued academic probation. I am so scared. Overall, I am just really disappointed in myself. I know I am smart.I used to want to go to PEPPERDINE, or UCLA, and now I am struggling to stay in ASU! That is so embarassing! If I do get to stay in, I am going to work really hard.....this has been a wakeup call for sure. I just don't know what to do if I get kicked out. I guess I can go to Mesa CC for a semester and work or something but I really don't want to do that. I was looking forward to classes because I changed my major to Meteorology and was going to get to take classes I would actually like.....oh, I am so scared. Scared of my father. AHHH. Anyways.....I talked to Ash today and she can't come out to Arizona next week because they won't let her off of work so we are trying to come up with some emergency so she can come. If she can't, its not that big of a deal since she doesn't start FIDM til october, but since Kylie will be there it would be so fun for the three of us to be together. We haven't all gotten to be together since last summer. I miss both of them soooo much :cry: Kylie is supossed to be back in Slake right now but her car wouldn't start so hopefully she will be here tomorrow. Jake came over today for a little bit, and i'm going over to his house tomorrow w/ Ky (if her car gets fixed) then hes having a huge party saturday. I'm going to miss everyone soooo much!! So this song is for everyone....I love you guys!
[b]Yellowcard[/b]
[i]Miles Apart [/i]
If I could I would do all of this again
Travel back in time with you to where this all began
We could hide inside ourselves and leave the world behind
And make believe there's something left to find
We'll be miles apart
I'll keep you deep inside
You're always in my heart
A new life to start
I may be leaving but you're always in my heart
Now we've all grown up, gone on and moved away
Nothing I can do about it, nothing I can say
To bring us back to where we were when life was not this hard (life was not this hard)
Looking back it all just seems so far, so far away
We'll be miles apart
I'll keep you deep inside
You're always in my heart
A new life to start
I may be leaving but you're always in my heart
I'd give it up for just one more day with you
Give it up for just one more day
I'd give it up for just one more day with you
I'd give it up for just one more day with you
Give it up for just one more day
I'd give it up for just one more day with you
I'd give it up for just one more day with you
Give it up, give it all away
I'd give it up for just one more day with you
We'll be miles apart
I'll keep you deep inside
You're always in my heart
A new life to start
I may be leaving but you're always in my heart
I need you now, we're miles apart
I'll keep you deep inside
You're always in my heart
I need you now, we're miles apart
I may be leaving but you're always in my heart
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i love my little bitches!
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| 08.11.04 (10:27 pm) [edit] |
I am so stressed out and frustrated! I really should have listened to my mom and packed last week. I thought this surgery was going to be pretty minor and my elbow would hurt monday and tuesday, but it is still killing me. I can't even put my hair up, I have to make timmy do it for me! So instead of leaving on Saturday i'm going to leave Monday. That will give me more time to pack, and that way Kylie can (hopefully) drive back with me instead of fly out. Jake's also having a huge party on Saturday so everyone can see eachother before we all go back to school. My dad started packing some of my stuff for me, and now I can't find anything, and he's out of town so I can't ask him where anything is. Ughhhh I am just really stressed. Not to mention mad at Chris. He has been spending all his time with Shakera and completely neglecting his other friends. Thats cool that he likes her, but if he thinks he can treat us all like shit then the second we get to Arizona be all buddy buddy again because she isn't there, he better think again. I can not stand when people do that. Note: If you want to automatically piss me off, do that. It will put you on my shit list. There is something about her I just don't trust, but Chris will have to see that for himself and I just don't want him to get hurt. But I'm also not going to put up with him treating me and skye and everyone else like shit either. Like the other day after I had surgery he was supossed to come see me, but instead he went to Dallas with Shakera. He said they would be over as soon as they were done shopping at Town Square, so I sat around like a moron waiting for them to come over (instead of sleeping like I really wanted to) and they never came. I didn't have my cell phone, which he knew, so if he wasn't going to come over he should have just said so :x He completely changes his personality around her....and he wants her to come out to ASU next semester and live with me. I need a roommate, and I don't want to be rude, but I'm not going to live with someone I don't trust and I know will eventually fuck me over. I'm just really disappointed in him. Anyways....... Jake was supossed to come over today, but I woke up too late and didn't feel good so he's going to come over tomorrow and get the stuff for Danny's garage sale. I have a follow up appointment at the surgeon's at 1:30 (that seems early hahaa) and hopefully Kylie's coming to southlake tomorrow! I can't wait to see her!! Maybe if i'm feeling better we can go hang out with Pajo and everyone. Well, my vicodin is kicking in, so goodnight, sleep tight, don't let the bed bugs bite (ewww....bed bugs)
[b]Ashlee Simpson[/b]
[i]Better Off[/i]
The sky is falling
And it's early in the morning
But it's ok somehow
I spilt my coffee, it went
All over your clothes
I gotta wear mine now
And im always, always,always late
And my hair's a mess,
Even when it's straight
But so what,
I'm better off everyday
When i'm standing in the pouring rain, I dont mind
I think of you and everythings alright
I used to think i had it good
But now i know that i misunderstood
With you I'd say, i'm better off in every way
My friends keep callin'
They say, they say im stallin'
And they wanna meet you now
I tell them hell no, i say
We're tryin' to lay low
Don't wanna lose what i've found
Things are finally, finally lookin' up
Oh my feet are on the ground
Even though im stuck
But so what,
I'm better off everyday
When i'm standing in the pouring rain, I dont mind
I think of you and everythings alright
I used to think i had it good
But now i know that i misunderstood
With you I'd say, i'm better off in every way
Things are finally, finally lookin' up
Oh my feet are on the ground
Even though im stuck
Even though im stuck
But so what,
I'm better off everyday
When i'm standing in the pouring rain, I dont mind
I think of you and everythings alright
I used to think i had it good
But now i know that i misunderstood
With you I'd say, i'm better off in every way
Yeah, yeah
Better off in every way
I'm better off in every way
I'm better off today
The sky is falling
And it's early in the morning
But it's ok
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our late night walmart adventure....i think the word you're looking for is HOT!
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| can anything in my life just be STABLE?? yeah right! |
| 08.10.04 (10:47 pm) [edit] |
So this whole living situation has fluctuated all summer....first I was living with courson, now i'm living by myself, then I was going to live in Hayden Cove, now i'm going to live in these crappy condos, then something was up with that so I was going to get an apartment, then back to the condo, then as of this afternoon I was going to get an apartment, now back to the condo??? I am going to strangle my father! All I want to do is sleep since I am on a codeine/vicodin cocktail and my elbow is in severe pain, I don't need the stress of not having a place to live! Not to mention I have ordered all this furniture to be shipped there and I can't exactly cancel that! Ughhhhhhh. As much as I would like to live in an apartment by Skye, it would be really inconvenient to change plans now. So hopefully I will just have to live in the condo first semester and then move to Hayden Cove. Last week I was sooo excited to go back to school, but now that its 5 days away I am getting less excited.....I am going to miss Kylie and Jake and Pajo and Joey and Courson and everyone else......and of course my Mom and Timmy and Puppy and Baby Kitty...and I guess my dad too!! I do love him, we have just been at eachothers throats this week. I hate to admit it, but its because we're exactly alike. Jake is coming over tomorrow to get the stuff for the garage sale they are having for Danny, so if anyone else has anything let him know. I don't know Danny that well but the situation is so similar to me and michael, I feel like this is my second chance. There was nothing I could do for michael, it was too late, so maybe I can help Danny. My mom and I went and talked to Reverend McKellar at church and they are going to take up an offering for him on Sunday so hopefully that will help with his bills. The garage sale should help too. Jake, Shawn, and Pajo are all such good guys to have for friends....like if something happens to you, you know you can count on them. I know I am there for my friends like that, and its good to know it goes both ways. Speaking of that....KYLIE I MISS YOU SO MUCH :cry: I can't wait to see you....and if you can't come to Arizona then I'm going to throw a temper tantrum. It will be really cute. Boo hoo. You too Ash, I haven't seen you since February! I miss my little lamb! It is your birthday in 5 days....and you will love your present so be checking the mail. Anyways, this vicodeine is making me sooooo sleepy so im gonna pass out. xoxoxox
[i]Crazy/Beautiful[/i]
Liquid, melancholy dreams
Tell me what it means
'Cause you drive me crazy
Driftwood, won't you float me down your stream
Tell me what it means
'Cause you drive me crazy
'Cause you're crazy beautiful
'Cause you're crazy beautiful
'Cause you're crazy beautiful
Don't go looking in my eyes tonight
Don't go telling me lies tonight
Don't go promising the skies tonight
When you're crazy
'Cause you're crazy beautiful
'Cause you're crazy beautiful
Listen, all I need is you
Won't you tell me what to do
'Cause you drive me crazy
Baby, is it pulling on you heart
Is it tearing you apart
'Cause you drive me crazy
'Cause you're crazy beautiful
'Cause you're crazy beautiful
Don't go looking in my eyes tonight
Don't go telling me lies tonight
Don't go promising the skies tonight
When you're crazy
'Cause you're crazy beautiful
'Cause you're crazy beautiful
'Cause you're crazy beautiful
If you don't need me I think I'll go
If you don't want me tell me no
If you don't need me I think I'll go
Oooh, Oooh, Ooooooh
Don't go looking in my eyes tonight
Don't go telling me lies tonight
Don't go promising the skies tonight
When you're crazy
'Cause you're crazy beautiful
'Cause you're crazy beautiful
'Cause you're crazy beautiful
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| if this makes no sense, blame the vicodin! |
| 08.09.04 (10:00 pm) [edit] |
OW, my elbow hurts soooo bad. I went to have the surgery this morning and they removed a bunch of scar tissue and a piece of bone that had been floating around. Dr. Goodhart said that it healed really weird so I may always feel some sort of pain, which sucks. My dad thinks this is good though because I will get a bigger settlement that way. Its always about money with him... ugh. I was in pre-op and the anethesiologist came in and put medicine in my IV and the next thing i remember is the nurse asking me if I wanted to see my mom, and I said sure, and she came in and I asked if they were going to put me all the way asleep before they did the surgery and she said they already did it. Damn that stuff knocked me out fast. Then I noticed a throbbing pain in my arm.....so I got a morphine injection in my IV which made me happy :D We came home, picked up my vicodin prescription (by this time by elbow was hurting so bad again) and I took that and passed back out. The next thing I know my Dad is waking me up and telling me I need to pack! WTF, I just had surgery dude!! He was like its not like you had neurosurgery or anything. Well obviously, but I am in pain and completely out of it. So we got into a huge fight and he has a tendency to keep things bottled up that hes been mad at me about for a month and bring them back up over and over again so he started yelling at me how irresponsible I am with my credit card and I spend too much money and shit and that he doesn't think I should have the condo and get an apartment instead. Thats a punishment? Fine by me, I can live by my friends and be closer to work! I can prove myself by doing fine in the apartment first semester and then we can get a condo in Hayden Cove. I think instead of getting an apartment in Rio Salado i'm going to get one in San Marbeya bc I just love those. They are brand new and have a bad ass gym, pool, and free tanning beds! Well these painkillers are making me really woozy (is that a word???) so i'm gonna pass out bc everyone's coming over to bring me lunch tomorrow.....i love my friends :wink:
[b]Simple Plan[/b]
[i]I Won't Be There[/i]
I don't wanna make this
Harder than I have to
This is how it has to be
There's so many things I want to say
But you just don't listen to me
I don't want to hurt you
You don't want to hurt me
I can't stand you
And you can't stand me
We can't rearrange
You can never change me
Say goodbye
Nothing I say could change your mind cuz
I can't stay
Tomorrow I'll be on my way
So don't expect to find me sleeping in my bed
'Cuz when you wake up
I won't be there
Everything I say
You find a way to make it
Sound like I was born just yesterday
Everything you taught me
Doesn't mean a thing
So I'm going my way
I don't want to hurt you
You don't want to hurt me
I can't stand you
And you can't stand me
We can't rearrange
You can never change me
Say goodbye
Nothing I say could change your mind 'cuz
I can't stay
Tomorrow I'll be on my way
So don't expect to find me sleeping in my bed
'Cuz when you wake up
I won't be there
This is the last night
That I spend at home
And it won't take too long
For you to notice
Won't take long for you to find out
That I'm gone
I can't stay
Tomorrow I'll be on my way
So don't expect to find me sleeping in my bed
'Cuz when you wake up
I won't be there
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| 08.09.04 (1:59 am) [edit] |
I'm about to leave in 30 mins or so for surgery and im kind of nervous. My mom has known the guy who is doing it for a long time, they interned together 15 years ago even and she said she wouldn't trust anyone else, but still....like what if something goes wrong and i can never play tennis or basketball again? That would suck! Hopefully everything will be ok. Im going to be stuck at home for the next few days which is crappy since its my last week here and everyone is having parties and stuff. But a bunch of people are coming to see me and we can just lay around and watch dvds or whatever and they can swim and i'll sit by the pool. I had the worst hangover today so I just sat around even though I had so much today. I really haven't drank much at all this summer so I haven't had one in awhile. I hate the way I act when i'm really drunk and i'm going to try hard not to drink alot when i go back to school. And if I do drink im not going to drink to the point where i get totally shitfaced. Because then I act soooo dumb and pass out in peoples beds. But you know what? They can very well stay on their own side of the bed. I really hate when people are egotistical and self righteous, its a huge turn off. Whatever, everything happens for a reason. I was so excited to go back to school but now I kind of want to stay here. I DONT WANT TO LEAVE KYLIE :cry: I am seriously thinking about transferring to UT, but I wish she would just transfer to ASU. That would make things so much easier. But if I transferred to UT I could come home on the weekends and we could see paj and jake and everyone...i just really miss my mom when im at school. Thank god i'm bringing my cat with me. She is my baby! I even got her a Louis Vuitton carrying case to travel in! Well my mom just came and said its time to go so everyone say a prayer for me......and come visit me cuz i'm sure i'll be way bored!!
[b]Ashlee Simpson[/b]
[i]Nothing New[/i]
found myself wrong again
Starin out my window
Wonderin what it is I should have said
I found myself at home again
Waitin for the after call
From a fallout that feels like such a mess
Ohhhh I can only be myself
I'm sorry that's hell for you
Heyyy so what's my damage today
Don't let me get in your way
Let it out like you always do
The trouble between me and you
Is nothing new
[b]So I listen to you complain and then
I bite my tongue in vain again
As I let it all just slowly settle in
Such a pretty picture that you paint
I'm so vile while your a saint
Funny how your eyes see thick not thin[/b]
Ohhhh I can only be myself
Your lookin for someone else
Heyyy so what's my damage today
Don't let me get in your way
Let it out like you always do
The trouble between me and you
Is nothing new
You know how to give it but you can't take it
It's all just a waste now you can save it
No matter what I do
Is never good enough, never good enough
Heyyy so what's my damage today
Don't let me get in your way
Let it out like you always do
The trouble between me and you
Is nothing new
Is nothing new
Save your breath cause here comes the truth
I'm over the drama of you
And that's something new
Well I'm starin' out my window
Wonderin' what it is I should have said
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| ughhhh so hungover!! |
| 08.08.04 (11:28 am) [edit] |
I feel soooooo gross....and have the worst hangover! Last night Skye and I went over to Jake's house and hung out. There were only about 10 people there, I like it better that way than when there are a bunch of people there (esp all those bitchy girls) because everyone can just chill on the back porch and drink their beer and talk. Kristin is the only girl there I like....she is the shit! Chase, Skye, and I went to Bennigans around 12 (how we made it alive, i dont know, because chase is an AWFUL driver!!) then went back to Jake's. Jake looked way hot. All night I kept thinking stay away, you're going to school, you don't want to get into this again..... but I ended up spending the night anyways. Hes cute. I can't help it. I have soooo much packing to do but i just want to sleep! My head hurts! I'm having surgery on my elbow tomorrow so I don't know how much I'll be able to do after that....ughhhh i am the worst procrastinator ever! So I think im just going to sit in bed and call kylie.....tomorrow afternoon everyone come visit me and bring me ice cream ok???? LOVe yOU bUNChES
[b]Dashboard Confessional[/b]
[i]Hands Down[/i]
Breathe in for luck,
breathe in so deep,
this air is blessed,
you share with me.
This night is wild,
so calm and dull,
these hearts they race,
from self control.
Your lips are soft,
as they graze mine,
we're doing fine,
we're doing nothing at all.
My hopes are so high,
that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me,
so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury,
or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer.
The words are hushed lets not get busted;
just lay entwined here, undiscovered.
Safe in here, from all the stupid questions.
"hey did you get some?"
Man, that is so dumb.
Stay quiet, stay near, stay close they can't hear...
so we can get some.
My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me, so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury, or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer.
Hands down this is the best day I can ever remember,
I'll always remember the sound of the stereo,
the dim of the soft lights,
the scent of your hair that you twirled in your fingers
and the time on the clock when we realized it's so late
and this walk that we shared together.
The streets were wet
and the gate was locked so I jumped it,
and I let you in.
And you stood at your door with your hands on my waist
and you kissed me like you meant it.
And I knew that you meant it,
that you meant it,
that you meant it,
and I knew,
that you meant it,
that you meant it.
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| adventures in crime |
| 08.06.04 (11:24 pm) [edit] |
I got back from cabo tonight around 7:45. I was so ready to come home...there is only so much family togetherness I can take. After about 4 days we all start getting on each others nerves. I love how my sister starts shit with me and my parents are like "Taylor leave her alone!". Yeah ok. I went with Skye to meet up with David, Brock, and Ryan for this STI show but it ended up being in Arlington, conveniently located by Marc's house. Ah, memories. Skye and I pretty much stayed in Taco Cabana the whole time. Lauren, Nicole, and Rich came and Lauren was drunk (as usual) so we decided to go to Snookie's. We should've just gone to David's. Skye, Nicole, Rich, and I weren't even drinking and everyone else (except Lauren) is 21 but she tried to drink using her fake (which is dumb at the one bar in southlake which is really strict...it would've been one thing if it was the sunday manager that we know) and the waitress took her id and we thought they were going to scan it or something which was cool bc it was a scannable id. The manager then came back and asked for everyones ID and we were like we aren't drinking we just ordered food....I JUST WANTED MY DAMN CHOCOLATE CAKE (of course the fat girl wants her cake hahahahaha) and he goes will if you arent 21 you need to leave. So me, nicole and lauren went outside and were just talking then all of a sudden Brock, David, and Ryan run out and yell GO GO GO....apparently they got kicked out AND got the genious idea not to pay their tab. I didn't really care since I didn't have anything to do with it so I was like whatever Skye lets go....but the manager came out and wrote down HER license plate and what cop would believe us if we were like no officer it wasn't us that ran out it was our friends! So we went back and Skye paid the tab for them. They are so lucky that they have a friend like her or they could have gotten in so much trouble, especially Lauren.....so no more snookies for awhile! Anyways, I can't wait to go back to school!! A week from today! I can't wait to see Andy, Rob, Drew, Hal, James, Sammy, Jenny, Heidi, Joey and everyone....i'm so stoked skye and chris and everyone will be there! I really really hope ky and ash will be able to come out for the first week....esp since i paid for their tickets! I know they are refundable and all but it would be so much fun to decorate my house with them. I pretty much have to pack everything this weekend since i'm having surgery on monday and i don't know how much i'll be able to use my arm after that. I'm still going out tomorrow night though bc Steven is here so i'm gonna take him to Jakes or something. Soooo i'm tired and i have to wake up early cuz I have tones to do so nighty night!!
[b]Homegrown[/b]
[i]Midnight City Sky[/i]
cigarettes and lonely nights
my stomach burns with butterflies
this emptyness fells like a midnight city sky
i just want to feel your skin
trace every line and back again
and breathe in your every breath just like it was my own
im missing you tonight
and every second cuts just like a knife
im missing you tonight
cigarettes and lonely nights
the smoke stings my sleepless eyes
i squint the world into a thousand blinding lights my shaking hands hold photographs
that bring so many memories back
they're torn and crinkled from all theses nights they had to last
im missing you tonight
and every second cuts just like a knife
im missing you tonight
tell me what to do
cause i just can't make it through
another night without you here
when every seconds feels just like a year
is it fine to feel this way
every hour in these days
every minute every second
every sunrise every sunset
im missing you tonight
and every second cuts just like a knife
im missing you tonight
tell me what to
cause i just can't make it through
another night without you here
every second feels just like a year
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me and timmy
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HEY GUYS......
Im in Cabo San Lucas right now but I'll be home tomorrow around 6. This vacation has actually kind of sucked except I have gotten to surf pretty much every day....and you guys know how much I love surfing. The waves are pretty rough here so I haven't done too great but it doesn't matter, surfing is surfing! I have drank more tequila than I ever want to ever again....I got timmy drunk hahahahaah. This vacation would've been soooo much better if Ky or Ash could've come! Not that I don't love my parents, but Its not like i'm going to get drunk and party with them. Plus, I am anxious to go back to school and I've been worried about finding my keys. Jake's friend Danny got into a really bad car accident the other night. 2 people were with him and they walked away from it but he had to be cut out of the car. It just reminds me of my accident with Michael and how lucky I was to be ok. They are going to have a garage sale to raise money for his hospital bills so if anyone has anything.......let Jake know I guess. My moms going to talk to Pastor McKellar and see if he can take up an offering on sunday for him. Well, im gonna go swimming with Timmy, and i'll be back tomorrow night, so PEACE......
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Tonight SUCKED. It started out OK, and would've ended up OK if I wasn't such a complete moron! Courson got her apartment today so she had a bunch of people over. Things would've been fine if I would've just stayed over there, but nooo my dumb ass has to go over to Jake's. Skye went with me, and there were a shitload of people over there, including all these bitchy girls that hate me for no particular reason. The only girls I like there are Kristen, Karolina, and Callie. Jake looked way hot. I ended up going back to Courson's though and brought Pajo and Chase with me. Everything was cool until Courson kicked people out bc she had to get up early tomorrow. We were going to leave and go back to Jakes but I couldn't find my keys anywhere. I looked all around her apartment, and all out in the parking lot for like an hour and they were nowhere to be found. We ended up calling Charlie to come get us, but I stayed at Coursons bc I didn't want Charlie to have to drive me all the way to Southlake. Will came and got me and Skye and I was going to get an extra key from my dad and go back and get my car, but it turns out my dad doesnt have an extra key. So I am fucked. I have all this shit in my car I need to take to mexico with me, and we're leaving in like 6 hours so its not like I have time tomorrow to go look for them or anything. I haven't even packed yet! I was sooo frustrated I almost started crying. On top of that Pajo and Chase were SHITFACED and starting fights with people at Coursons which was embarassing, bc I brought them over and they were acting like total assholes. I apologized to everyone at Coursons but it was just weird. I've never seen them act like that before. I'm actually not really looking forward to Mexico, because I have so much shit to do before I go back to school. We get back late friday night and I pretty much have to pack everything that weekend because I'm having surgery on Monday and won't be able to do much after that. I am so upset right now and stressed out so I think i'm going to go cry myself to sleep :cry:
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