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| stupid boy |
| 11.28.04 (10:51 pm) [edit] |
Rule #1: Never EVER tell a girl shes fat or anything remotely close to that. Rule #2: Never EVER tell a girl she fat!! Unfortunately, someone didn't get that memo!!! Audrey, Andy, and I went over to Ross, this guy Andy works with, and his roomate's house last night. Everything was cool, we were all playing some pool and drinking wine (well everyone else was drinking, I had to drive). We got this cheap bottle of wine that was huge....3 liters. Andy ended up drinking about 3/4 of the bottle, but thats a whole different story. At one point we were outside, and they had a basketball court so Andy and I were shooting around and I was getting SO PISSED because I couldn't shoot for shit!! It has alot to do with the fact that I need new contacts so I can't see anything....but you don't understand! I used to be freaking amazing at basketball and I was getting sooooo frustrated. But anyways.....we were all sitting inside, and Audrey bent over or something and Ross' roommate said "Ew, you have stretch marks!!" I was like are you kidding me?? You don't say that to a girl!! Ever!! You might as well say "you are so fucking fat". Keep in mind Audrey is TINY and I weigh like 5 times as much as her so if she is fat I am so obese I need a weelchair. The guy didn't even think he said anything wrong...he was like what?? Everyone has stretch marks....you get them from growing. YOU JUST DONT SAY SHIT LIKE THAT!!! I could tell Audrey was upset, even though she said everything was cool, so we went back to Andy's house but those guys came too. Audrey passed out on the couch and Ross was poking her and stuff and wouldn't leave her alone, so she shoved him and he fell backwards and broke his glass of wine and it almost got all over Andy's guitar. It was really funny but not funny at the same time. They ended up leaving and by this point Guill and I are the only sober ones....Audrey went to sleep and Andy was determined to finish the whole bottle of wine before he went to sleep so again we stayed up til 6 am and watched Old Skool and Bad Boys 2. Good movies. Andy and I went to sleep around 6:15, and he was so completely wasted he just passed out so I just ended up sleeping on the couch. I don't know why I didn't just sleep in Andy's room or pull out the sofa bed because I woke up with the worst pain in my neck. Audrey was awake by then (noonish) so I sat outside with her while she smoked and then got Andy some water and woke him up since he probably had a massive hangover......but he was still drunk. We let him go back to sleep then came back to my house because I wanted to go back to sleep in my bed. I beat Audrey's snood score tonight so I feel special!! She is pissed. We are now baking cookies and listening to rap music because we are cool like that. I am SO EXCITED she is living with me because she is bomb as fuck!!! I cant wait for Drew to get home tomorrow!!! And poor Rob, that stupid cat pissed all over his bed. Tomorrow we all must have a reunion since it has been like weeks since we all got drunk on a monday....haha....well thats about it so peace out dudes :wink:
[b]New Found Glory[/b]
[i]I Don't Wanna Know[/i]
i don't wanna know
i don't wanna know
your eyes were covered in sunglasses
when they first met mine
i sat there and stared at you
you didn't seem to mind
the awkward ways we meet
first comes heavy breathing
staring at the ceiling
what will happen next
i don't wanna know
i don't wanna know
i never cared how i dressed before
but i cared that night
anticipation ran through my bones
and my clothes never fit right
i can't wait 'til we meet again
first comes heavy breathing
staring at the ceiling
what will happen next
i don't wanna know
i don't wanna know
framed pictures start to be put on the walls
constant visits while im out on the road
its hard to leave sometimes
but you know where i lay my head at night
first comes heavy breathing
staring at the ceiling
what will happen next
i don't wanna know
i don't wanna know
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| how in the HELL did ASU lose to U of A??? |
| 11.27.04 (4:00 am) [edit] |
Ummmm yeah.....ASU lost to U of A. As in the Arizona Wildcats. As in the Arizona Wildcats who have lost like 90% of their games this season. WTF!!! That is sooooo embarassing......but Texas beat A&M so I don't really care. You know where my loyalty lies! All I have to say is.....fuck the stoops!!! Work BLEW today....it was soooo busy, I had to wrap something like 52 presents....and some lady was bitching at me so I told her "This is a free service that Nordstrom offers, so if you want to get it done faster you can go and do it yourself or get it done elsewhere....i'm trying to help another customer too" and then my boss bitched at me for being rude. I don't care, people are so freaking disrespectful. Andy saw the Dahm Triplets at Sports Authority.....i'm jealous....they are hot! Hahaha. I guess they just moved to Phoenix or something. I actually got off of work at 8:45, which was cool because I thought I was going to have to work til at least 10....so I came home, took a nap for an hour, then went over to Andys. I just got home because we stayed up all night talking about all our crazy families and stuff. Guill's family is definately the most normal!! Audrey passed out at 12ish, and was sleeping on the chair but then she fell on the floor and would not get up.....she said it was comfortable....but eventually she moved to the couch. She woke back up, drank a beer, then went back to sleep. Thats my girl!! I felt bad leaving her over there but she would not wake up. I just have a feeling theres no way she will wake up for work, and I doubt Andy or Guill will be up to wake her up. I'm going to set my alarm to call her and wake her up at 11 but I will probably sleep through it. THANK GOD I dont have to work today!! Yay for that. I think we are going bowling tonight....Andy actually has his own bowling balls and a bowling ball suitcase.....hahahahaha.....and I suck so Audrey and I are going to get our asses kick. Thats ok. We will look cute either way. Well I'm sleepy so good night...well actually good morning but whatever!!
[b]Oasis[/b]
[i]Wonderwall[/i]
Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now
Backbeat the word was on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now
And all the roads we have to walk along are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would Like to say to you
I don't know how
Because maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me?
And after all
You're my wonderwall
Today was gonna be the day
But they'll never throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you're not to do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do
About you now
And all the roads that lead to you were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
I don't know how
I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me? And after all
You're my wonderwall
I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me?
And after an
You're my wonderwall
Said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me
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| Starting Line ROCKS :) |
| 11.24.04 (10:35 pm) [edit] |
Tonight Audrey, Andy, and I went to the Starting Line and Yellowcard show. It was a really good show, but I've seen each of them play better. It was Audrey's first "punk" show so she was a little freaked out with everyone pushing eachother and stuff. There were all these 12 year olds there which was kind of annoying but thats to be expected. The girl standing in front of me (who was with her DAD bc she was like 10) had this nasty ass poofy hair and she kept jumping up and down and her hair was hitting me in the face....i probably have lice now.....sickkkk. I was so stoked Starting Line played Bedroom Talk!! I am obsessed with this song. Kenny's hair looked absolutely disgusting though, it was like shoulder length and stringy. Eww. He used to be so cute. But the bass player is still really hot! Yellowcard was really good, but they played the one song I really didn't want them to play....one year six months.....it just reminds everyone of their exes. Like I was thinking about him and how he played it for me when I got home from school during the summer he played it for me at the Door. He called me while we were at Chili's.....weird. I'm glad I don't have feelings like that for him anymore and we can just be friends. Most of the time it is really hard to just be friends with an ex because there is that underlying sexual tension but its not like that anymore. Sooo anyways Audrey and I went to Safeway after we dropped Andy off and bought some wine....so much for my not drinking till New Years!! Don't worry I only had one glass :wink: Its going to be sooooooo weird not being at home for thanksgiving. It won't be the same without Muzzy drinking too many bottles of wine and arguing with Jen, my mom's mashed potatoes, and Timmy eating all of the pumpkin pie before anyone else can have any. Sad. But it will be fun with Audrey, Andy, and Guill. And someone from Andy's work is having a halloween party so we will probably end up going to that. Audrey is PASSED OUT cold on my couch....i'm not tired at all!! I'll have to get up early tomorrow (well 11 is early!!!) to cook the turkey....well thats about it so later!
[b]Yellowcard[/b]
[i]Rough Draft[/i]
Like a Saturday night I'll be gone
Like a Saturday night I'll be gone
before you knew that I was there
So you wrote it down
I'm supposed to care
Even though it's never there
Sorry if I'm not prepared
Is it hard to see the things you substitute
For me and all my thoughts of you
It's eating me alive to leave you
Maybe it's childish and maybe it's wrong
But so is your blank stare in lieu of this song
Maybe it's childish and maybe it's wrong
Don't wanna be, don't wanna be wrong
You're leaving me, you're leaving me in lieu of this song
Don't wanna be, don't wanna be wrong
You're leaving me, you're leaving me in lieu of this song
I'm breathing in your skin tonight
Quiet is my loudest cry
Wouldn't wanna wake the eyes that make me melt inside
And if it's healthier to leave you be
may a sickness come and set me free
Kill me while I still believe that you were meant for me
I'm finding my own words, my own little stage
my own epic drama, my own scripted page
I'll send you the rough draft, I'll seal it with tears
Maybe you'll read it and I'll reappear
From the start it was shaky and the characters rash,
A nice setting for heartache where emotions come last
All I have deep inside, to overcome this desire
are friendly intentions and fair-weather smiles
And I don't wanna be, don't wanna be wrong
you're leaving me, you're leaving me in lieu of this song
Don't wanna be, don't wanna be wrong
You're leaving me, you're leaving me in lieu of this song
Like Saturday night I'll be gone
Like Saturday night I'll be gone
Like Saturday night I'll be gone
Like Saturday night I'll be gone before you knew that I was there
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| I have absolutely no idea what i'm going to do with my life!! |
| 11.23.04 (9:41 pm) [edit] |
Tonight on Laguna Beach they had the graduation episode. Was it really almost 2 years that I graduated??? It seems like yesterday Kylie and I were skipping graduation practice and buying dresses for prom and all of that......that is so incredibly weird. And now college is almost halfway over and that scares the shit out of me because I really am not sure what I want to do! I still want to do the meteorology thing, but I also really want to go to FIDM and open my own boutique with Kylie! I really don't want to major in business though because I find it dreadfully boring!! So instead maybe I will just minor in business....I don't know. I wish I was like Andy or Guill and knew what I wanted to do and what everything is leading up to. They work so hard, but they know that hard work will pay off in the end for what they will be doing. I have no idea where I will be in a few years.....I don't even think i'm going to be able to graduate in 4 years, its probably going to take me an extra semester or even year since I switched my major and have to retake some classes......I just don't know!! I have been so incredibly stressed this week, with work and not being able to go home and everything. I'm just a mess....except for work I havent gotten out of my PJs in like 3 days. Skye and Rob left today......and so did Timmy for New York. My mom is freaking out because neither of us will be there for thanksgiving. It will be weird. I'm going to bake some cookies....YUMMMYYYY.....later :wink:
[b]Dashboard Confessional[/b]
[i]Vindicated[/i]
Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of it has caught my eye
And roped me in
So mesmerizing, so hypnotizing
I am captivated
I am Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself
So clear
Like the diamond in your ring
Cut to mirror your intentions
Oversized and overwhelmed
The shine of which has caught my eye
And rendered me so isolated, so motivated
I am certain now that
I am Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along
So turn
Up the corners of your lips
Part them and feel my finger tips
Trace the moment, fall forever
Defense is paper thin
Just one touch and I'd be in
Too deep now to ever swim against the current
So let me slip away
So let me slip against the current
So let me slip away
I am Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along
Slight hope
It dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption...
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| livejournal is ugly |
| 11.22.04 (7:47 pm) [edit] |
I made a livejournal the other day because TBlog was down, but its just ugly so i'm going to stick with this one! Here are the 2 entries I posted on it:
11/21/04 10:03 pm - about last night...
I've made a decision to try not to drink until New Year's because last night I made a complete ass out of myself. And I want to apologize to everyone for the way I acted and anything I said. I don't like the person I am when I drink like that and I'm sure nobody else does either. So guys I'm really sorry....thank you for putting up with me.....thank you Audrey for taking care of me!! When I'm drunk I don't think about what I'm saying before I say it so Audrey and Andy I'm sorry about what I said and especially about how I acted. The bad thing is that I know I've done that before and I want you to know that anything like that won't be happening again. I don't want to be like a certain somebody and lose friends because I drink too much. You guys all mean too much to me to do that. So enough about that, but I will try my best to make sure that never happens again. I called in sick to work today because I felt like shit....I still don't feel good! Skye wants me to come over but I just don't feel like getting up. I woke up around 5 and took a shower then went back to sleep til 9ish. I am such a waste of life!! I miss Drew......I wish he wasn't gone for so long. Everyone else is leaving either Tuesday or Wednesday. I really wish I was going home....I miss my mom so much. Timmy won't even be there, shes going to New York with Leslie. I'm jealous! I've never been to New York before. I'm kind of nervous about cooking thanksgiving dinner.....I don't want to mess it up!! But I feel gross so i'm going to lay down....love you guys
11/22/04 09:05 pm - blah
I get into these depressed moods where all I do is sleep all day and don't even have the energy to get out of bed. Its one of those days. Yesterday was one too. I had to go into work for a little bit but other than that I just layed around all day. It seems like every time things are going OK, I have to do something to fuck it up. I know I have a tendency to be a drama queen and think things are much worse than they actually are, but I just feel soooo stupid. I really, really wish I was going home this week because I am all of a sudden super homesick. I talked to my mom earlier and started crying for no reason. Maybe I'm PMSing?? Who knows. I did get tickets for Yellowcard and Starting Line on Wednesday so I am looking forward to that. I have to take Skye to the airport tomorrow and I think Rob is leaving too??? I'm not sure when Jen is going to LA....I would LOVE to go to LA right now. Anyways.....i'm going to lay back down and indulge in some mindless MTV. pawprint taylor
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| scary IHOP experience.....ohhh tempe |
| 11.20.04 (1:58 pm) [edit] |
Last night everyone just kind of hung out.....Skye had initiation, Rob and Audrey "went to sleep" at SEVEN (losers!!) and Jen, Andy, and I went to TCBY and just hung out at Andy's house. Jen went home at like 11, so Andy and I watched Rounders....which was actually a really good movie and Matt Damon looked really hot. I was going to go home after that, but they have this crazy xbox thing that plays all these internet radio stations so we were listen to japan anime music and russian porn ....dont ask. Skye called and she ended up not having to spend the night at Adelphi so I went and picked her up and we went to IHOP with Andy at 3 or so......first of all: I didn't realize the IHOP was so ghetto but I had several clues:
a) the guy using a hacksaw to break open bike locks outside (i am hoping it was his bike)
b) the 5 security guards inside
c) shady ass people
d) the riot that almost happened at the cash register
anyways.....I got the kids meal and it was awesome. Andy got these really good pumpkin pancakes and Skye had an omelette. She ruined her hashbrown I was going to steal though by putting tabasco on it....eww. I spent the night at Skye's bc Liz was at her parents house. We didn't wake up til 3....well she woke up at 3 and I slept til 4. So now she is doing some homework and I am waiting for her to finish so we can go to fascinations and buy Andy a dildo so he can be Choader Boy....hahahahahahaha. I wish I could film him buying one himself because that would be way more entertaining. We're going to buy something trashy to wear to Jen's hat party tonight. I can't decide what hat to wear!! Maybe my cowboy hat, I don't know. If Skye doesn't wear her pimp hat I'll wear that. Speaking of that I don't know what to wear tonight.....I hate all my clothes I wish I had money to go buy something cute to wear. Keep in mind I have more clothes than anyone I know, but I hate all of them. Thats just the way I work! Ummm I'm gonna go dry my hair so PeAcE dudes
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| hello my loves..... |
| 11.19.04 (1:38 am) [edit] |
Well its 4:37 in the a.m and i've got my half bottle of couvousier......more like I wish I did!! I don't really feel like going to sleep tonight.....I have to take Drew to the airport in the morning so maybe I should just stay awake. Then I can watch 90210 in the morning....SCORE! Tonight I went over to Drew's and we all hung out for a little bit.....then Skye and I went over with Andy and Guill to watch them play halo....so fascinating. Actually it was fun because they have these gay little headsets where they can talk to other people on xbox live and I stole Andy's and was talking shit......heyyyy big boy!! its jessica's boy sister ashlee!! I wish I knew how to play Halo since everyone is just so freaking fascinated by it! Then I could be a badass. Ummmm yeah tomorrow Jen and I are getting crunk with Britney. And the night after is the Hat Party so I'm going to wear my cowboy hat.....yee haw ride it! Either that or Skye and I are going to wear party patrol hats like we do in the big D...what what!! Rob and Audrey wandered over, drinking DIET DR PEPPER AND VODKA....gross, and I get shit for drinking everclear?? So Skye and Audrey went for a smoke break and Rob and I sat in and we talked about all kinds of fun things like blow jobs, body hair, etc. Note to all: Rob and I have special talents and we can fit our fists in our mouths. Skye and Audrey suck and they can't. JK.....I am so stoked for the naughty christmas party!! See below for what we girls will be wearing.....it will be hot and you will want to be naughty with us! I went back to Skye's house and Liz and I were looking at that facebook thing of people we went to high school with and it made me realize once again how greatful I am not to be there anymore :shudder: Liz got me started on Snood again so I think I am going to do that until I maybe fall asleep. Either that or watch an infomercial. You only wish your life was as cool and exciting as mine!
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| i LOVE audrey ;) |
| 11.17.04 (11:42 pm) [edit] |
Audrey has been disappointed with my blogs lately....sorry dude, my life just hasn't been too exciting!! All I do is work and drink.... and so do you which is why we get along so well :lol: I'm so excited my little Drewskie went on a date last night!! THAT IS SO CUTE......I haven't been on a date in like forever......people here don't really go on dates, they just kind of hang out. Which is cool. I'm happy for you Drew and I hope it works out bc she is a really cute girl! I went over to Skye's tonight and Audrey came over and we all just hung out and watched TV....I say we all play beer pong or something tomorrow because this week has been BORING!! I know, I know, the smart boys have to do homework and study and stuff (in between xbox) but still. I'm stoked for Jen and Audrey's hat party on Saturday.....Skye and I are going to be the party patrol.....holla! I finally got to go to the grocery store today so I will stop eating everyone's food now. Sorry about that. I talked to Kylie for a little bit....I wish she would come out here! I wish she would move here actually......that would be so much fun. Um, lately I've noticed EVERYBODY we went to high school with is in a frat or sorority.....even the too cool for school non conformist people. What's up with that? Not that its a bad thing......I'm stoked for tomorrow....the highlight of my week....THE OC! I have so much laundry to do. I haven't done laundry in over a month but i'm running out of cute things to wear. Note the pajamas the past few days. I can't sleep so I suppose I could do that. It would be so much easier if I just did my laundry on a weekly basis....I really need to try to do that!! Oh yeah, on my way back from wally world I saw Golfland.....I think everyone should go on Friday. Drunk. That would be fun. Rob is talking about not drinking for two months. The sad thing is that I don't know if I could go without drinking for two weeks. Is that bad??? Or as Kylie says, I just start shaking and I need it in my blood! Its not like I crave it or anything, but if I'm around it I will want to. And I don't drink any more often than everyone else. Just sometimes more and faster. But thats OK. I'm not an addict, It's cool......I heard that song today. I'm so excited that Audrey made me a little myspace thingy and people want to be my friend! If only they knew me in person......hahaha. I'm getting to the point where Its almost 3 AM and at 3 am I get hyper. Woooo. I really REALLY want to hear Audrey's drunk message. That is my goal for tomorrow! But if she really doesn't want me to I won't. Ummmm so I guess its time for laundry.
-Pawprint-
tay
oh yeah, check out the new pics: http://www.picturetrail.com/g...
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| check out my myspace |
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ummm since everyone else has decided to have a myspace since we all want to be cool like Audrey, I guess i'll have one too.....check it out: http://profiles.myspace.com/u...
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| i hate mondays.... |
| 11.15.04 (8:32 pm) [edit] |
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We got a huge shipment in at work today (which means I had to go in early...7 am...eww) and so work sucked today. I HATE working retail during the holidays. You make alot of money but it is so busy all the time and there are tons of returns so it eats your commission. I really want to quit my job but I know I won't find another one that pays as much for the hours I work. I wish I just didn't have to work! Next semester is going to SUCK because I'm going to have to work hardcore on my grades and I don't see how i'm going to do that working alot. Nordstrom makes you write handwritten thank you notes to the customers that come back to you alot, so I didn't even get to leave the store to eat lunch (again) because I had so many to write. Its probably for the best because whenever I go into the mall during my lunch break I end up buying something and I am wayyyy broke. I don't even have money to go grocery shopping right now and I hate to ask my mom for more money. So I have been living off of waffles and bagel bites, for some reason I had two huge packages in my freezer that I forgot about. Mondays are no fun because Skye has sorority meetings and normally everyone else has a bunch of homework and studying to do so nobody does anything. Not saying that we party all the time but during the week everyone hangs out and watches TV together and stuff. Drew is leaving to go home for Thanksgiving on Friday (i think) :( and then everyone else is probably leaving on Wednesday. I am so glad Audrey, Andy, and Guill will be here.....I would be soooo sad if I was by myself! I'm going to cook everyone a big thanksgiving dinner.....I have no idea how to cook turkey though so I'll have to ask my mom! Knowing me I'll mess it up and we'll end up having to order chinese food or something.....in the words of Seth Cohen: Nothing says Thanksgiving like Moo Shu Pork! Anyways.....I have some reading to do so later yall!
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| umm bored much? |
| 11.12.04 (10:27 pm) [edit] |
Thirteen random things you like:
1) my girls
2) the boys
3) pink (the color)
4) ebay
5) shopping
6) sass and bide
7) juicy
8 ) lohan
9) mischa barton
10) margaritas
11) my cute sparkly shoes
12) tiger
13) TEXAS!
Twelve movies:
1) mean girls
2) blue crush
3) van wilder
4) animal house
5) clueless
6) outside providence
7) freaky friday
8 ) 13 going on 30
9) mk&a holiday in the sun
10) sixteen candles
11) dazed and confused
12) bring it on
Eleven good bands/artists:
1) starting line
2) yellowcard
3) finch
4) atreyu
5) taking back sunday
6) mest
7) ashlee simpson
8 ) the used
9) senses fail
10) blink 182
11) simple plan
Ten Books:
1) Catcher In The Rye
2) Friday Night Lights
3) Paradise
4) The Bell Jar
5) Gossip Girl
6) The A List
7) The 5 People You Meet In Heaven
8 ) You Know You Love Me
9) All I Really Want Is Everything
10) Because I'm Worth It
Nine good friends:
1) Kylie
2) Ashley
3) Skye
4) Drew
5) Andy
6) Rob
7) Jen
8 ) Audrey
9) Guill
Eight favorite foods/drinks
1) Cheesecake Factory Key Lime Cheesecake
2) Green Drinks
3) Esparza's Nachos
4) Quesidillas
5) Texas Roadhouse Bread
6) Cereal
7) My mom's mashed potatoes
8 ) My mom's CPK
Seven things you wear daily:
1) Bra
2) sometimes underwear
3) shoes
4) shirt
5) skirt, jeans, or pants
6) one of my many purses
7) perfume
Six things that annoy you:
1) Drunk Girls....esp me when i'm drunk
2) the stupid games we play
3) When Boys don't open the door for girls
4) Hypocrites
5) Chewing noises....eww
6) When girls act completely different in front of boys than they normally do
Five things you touch everyday:
1) My cell phone
2) My computer
3) My hair
4) My face
5) My bed
Four shows you watch:
1) The OC
2) North Shore
3) Family Guy
4) Laguna Beach
Three celebrities you have a crush on:
1) Chad Michael Murray....so hot
2) Adam Brody
3) Shane West
Two nicknames:
1) Tay
2) TayTay
One person you could spend the rest of your life with:
1) KYLIE :)
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| I LOVE the OC....especially SETH COHEN!! |
| 11.11.04 (9:04 pm) [edit] |
good tv tonight.....the OC was awesome, north shore was good, ER made me cry.......I just wish Ryan and Marissa and Seth and Summer would be together!! Like who could resist Adam Brody standing on a cart declaring his love for you??? And Marissa..... the lawn boy isn't even that hot!! He's kind of crosseyed!! Ummmm yeah wayyyy too into that show! Anyways.....I am still hungover from the half a bottle of everclear I drank last night (not smart) but I can't sleep. This is the first Thursday in a really long time I've stayed in! I have to work at 8 tomorrow....not looking forward to that. Last night Rob, Andy, Audrey, Skye, and I went to Oreganos (sooo good) and Audrey was WASTED and was being really loud.... it was half funny, half embarassing! But worth it for the pazookie. Rob and Audrey and Andy didn't sleep at all the night before, Andy was playing this game and Rob and Audrey were drinking bottles of wine.....I got a call from Audrey at 1 PM and she wanted me to go get more alcohol.....still drunk from the night before! Pretty funny. I don't know how they all managed to stay awake. We played quarters, which is actually harder than it looks.....and I proceeded to get really drunk. Everyone went to sleep around 3, and I slept on the sofa bed for a little bit but I wanted my own bed so I came home.....I'm really disappointed in myself bc I've been driving drunk alot lately and I need to stop. I just LOVE my bed! Its so comfy! I wish I could fall asleep because I really don't feel good. This is the first time i've gotten a hangover from everclear. I think its bc I was peeing so much last night and I'm really dehydrated even though I've drank like 10 bottles of water today. I woke up this morning at 11 and I still felt drunk so I somehow managed to take a shower, then I went back to sleep til 6. I talked to Kylie, Audrey, and my Mom for a little bit......I miss watching The OC with my mommy :( Actually I just miss my mommy in general!! There are Daddy's Girls and Mama's Boys, but I am a total Mommy Girl. She is my favorite person in the whole world and I hate being far away from her!! I miss Kylie and Ashley alot too! Anyways......i'm gonna go watch TV or something and try to fall asleep ...... late
[b]The Used[/b]
[i]All That I've Got[/i]
So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me
Off guard, red handed
Now I'm far from lonely
Asleep I still see you lying next to me
So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me I..
I need something else
Would someone please just give me
Hit me, knock me out
And let me go back to sleep
I can laugh
All I want inside I still am empty
So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me I...
I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got
I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got
I guess, I remember every glance you shot me
Un-harmed, I'm losing weight and some body heat
I squoze so hard
I stopped your heart from beating
So deep that I didn't even scream fuck me, I..
I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got
I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got
And it's all that I've got
Yeah, it's all that I've got
It's all that I've got
It's all that I've got
It's all that I've got!
So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me
So deep that I didn't even scream fuck me
I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got
I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got
And it's all that I've got
Yeah, it's all that I've got
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| haven't written in forever..... |
| 11.10.04 (12:11 am) [edit] |
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My internet and cable have been broken, so I've been living in the 19th century.....what the hell did people do before cable and internet?? Thank god for my cell phone!!! I've just been living at HC and Skye's.....but its fixed now!! Tonight everyone hung out at Rob and Drews and drank a little bit....ok kind of alot. I bought 3 bottles of liquor and a 30 pack of beer on Saturday night, and we didn't really drink much, so I was thinking there would be a bunch left for Wednesday (we don't have school on Thursday so everyone is getting trashed tomorrow) but no...there was like nothing. I don't mind that Drew and Rob drank it, but Liz was and i'm not even friends with her....she is always kind of a bitch to me. Its like ok, I spent MY money for you to drink! I never mind buying alcohol for my friends, thats not a big deal at all. Like last year Andy would always get kegs for everyone so its kind of like paying him back. I do mind when people i'm not really friends with help themselves to it.....like S and her crew. But I am not the type of person to freak out over that so whatever. Tomorrow will be fun though, I don't have to work, and we're all going to Oreganos....yummmmmmm. BTW, I really want to go shopping but I have no money :( I still haven't found my digital camera so i'm really pissed about that. I love to take pictures and I hate not having it. Skye and I got disposable ones for halloween, but there are still a few pics left so I haven't gotten it developed yet....I hate that! If I had my camera I could just upload it. I have an idea of who took it but I don't want to accuse anyone of anything. Hopefully it will turn up but I seriously doubt it. I really don't have money to be buying a new one though.....I don't know where my money goes these days.....like I haven't really been shopping. But between gas, groceries, etc it goes so fast. I hate being grown up and responsible!! Well I'm tired so goodnight everyone!!
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| i thought we've graduated from high school?? |
| 11.02.04 (11:41 pm) [edit] |
If memory serves me correctly....I graduated from high school a year and a half ago....and one would think the drama from it would have stopped by now? It has in all instances but one, because 99% of the people I know are mature enough to have gotten over it and realized that there are more important things in life than being little bitches and always having to get their own way. Now, I could be super immature and post a whole blog using names and outing that person, but I think my point is proven by the fact that said person has a) no friends in their corner b) no leg to stand on and c) the people who they are trying to start shit with DONT CARE. So as much fun as it would be to get into a junior high fight and egg peoples cars and all, I am going to be the bigger person and just say fuck it because I never cared that much in the first place, and I know that person just feels badly about themself so they have to put other people down to make themself feel better. So theres my spiel on that.....i'm over it, i dont care, my life is better without you! ANYWAYS.....it looks like Bushie has won the election, thank god, I don't have to move to Canada afterall. I'm sure it won't be official for a few weeks since it seems Ohio is the new Florida. But Kerry should just suck it up and accept that he's lost. I give him props for putting up a good fight but it's just not going to happen. I think its really cool that everyone went out and voted and so many people our age cared alot about the election, but to tell you the truth i'm so sick of fighting about politics all the time. The bad thing is that someone can start talking politics and I'll get drawn into and not stop. Pretty much everyone knows my stance on it all so I can keep my mouth shut now. I can't wait til Thursday....its finally here....THE OC!! I know I'm a huge geek but I have waited since May!! So I'm having a viewing party at my house, everyone come over around 6:45.....I'm making margaritas for a select few, but mostly BYOB bc I'm pretty broke right now!! Well all this fighting has worn me out, so I'm going to catch some sleep.....
[b]New Found Glory[/b]
[i]Your Biggest Mistake[/i]
What do you think inside your head
so you think that this could end up breaking you
Your life is a timebomb set to explode
You talk out your ass and everyone knows
For once you should listen or care what i think
Or i'll be gone before you can blink
Everyones told you over and over again
Your making the biggest mistake of your life
Everyones told you
Everyone you left behind
Your making the biggest mistake of your life
Everyone knows that your afraid of missing out
And i know that its hard for you to swallow down
A world you created set to explode
You lie through your teeth and everyone knows
For once you should take what im willing to give
Or you'll stay stuck in the web that your trapped in
Everyones told you over and over again
Your making the biggest mistake of your life
Everyones told you
Everyone you left behind
Your making the biggest mistake of your life
It's a chance
you should take
And i know its not an easy one to make
You should trust the ones that are closest to you
Everyones told you over and over again
Your making the biggest mistake of your life
Everyones told you
Everyone you left behind
Your making the biggest mistake of your life
You've made the biggest mistake of your life
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| John Kerry's Job Application |
| 11.01.04 (5:21 pm) [edit] |
[b]JOB APPLICATION FOR THE PRESIDENT OF THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA[/b]
NAME: John Kerry
RESIDENCE: 7 mansions, including one in Washington DC, worth multi-millions. I served in Vietnam (four months).
EXPERIENCE:
Law Enforcement. In my career as a U.S. Senator, I've voted to cut every law enforcement, CIA, and Defense bill. I ordered the city of Boston to remove a fire hydrant in front of my mansion, thereby endangering my
neighbors in the event of fire. I served in Vietnam (four months).
MILITARY:
I served in Vietnam (four months). I used three minor injuries to get an early discharge from the military and service in Vietnam (as documented by the attending doctor). I served in Vietnam (four months). I then returned to the U.S., joined Jane Fonda in protesting the war, and insulted returning Vietnam vets, claiming they committed atrocities and were baby killers. I served in Vietnam (four months). I threw my medals, ribbons, or something away in protest. Or did I? My book "Vietnam Veterans Against the War:The New Soldier", shows how I truly feel about the military. I served in Vietnam (four months).
COLLEGE:
I graduated from Yale University with a low C average. Unlike my counterpart George Bush, I have no higher education and did not get admitted to Harvard nor did I graduate with a M.B.A
PAST WORK EXPERIENCE:
After College and Vietnam, I ran for the U.S. Congress and have been there ever since. I have no real world experience except marrying very rich women and running their companies vicariously through them. I served in Vietnam (four months).
ACCOMPLISHMENTS:
As a U.S. Senator I set the record for the most liberal voting
record, exceeding even Ted Kennedy and Hillary Clinton. I have consistently failed to support our military and CIA by voting against their budgets,
thus gutting our country's ability to defend itself.
Although I voted for the Iraq War, now I am against it and refuse to admit that I voted for it.
I voted for every liberal piece of legislation. I have no plan to help this country but I intend to raise taxes significantly if I am elected. I served in Vietnam (four months).
My wealth so far exceeds that of my counterpart, George Bush, that he will never catch up. I make little or no charitable contributions and have never agreed to pay any voluntary excess taxes in Massachusetts, despite family wealth in excess of $ 700 million. I served in Vietnam (four months).
I (we) own 28 manufacturing plants (Heinz) outside of the U.S. in places like Asia, Mexico and Europe. We can make more profit from the cheaper cost of labor in those Countries, although I blame George Bush for
sending all of the other jobs out of Country. I served in Vietnam (four months).
Although I claim to be in favor of alternative energy sources, Ted Kennedy and I oppose windmills off Nantucket and Martha's Vineyard as it might spoil our view of the ocean as we cruise on our yachts. I served in Vietnam (four months).
RECORDS AND REFERENCES:
None. However, I served in Vietnam (four months).
PERSONAL
I practice my Catholic faith whenever cameras are present.
I ride a Serotta Bike. I love to ski/snowboard. I call my Gulfstream V Jet the "Flying Squirrel". I call my $850,000 42-foot Hinckley twin diesel yacht the "Scarmouche".
I am fascinated by rap and hip-hop and feel it reflects our real culture.
I own several "Large" SUVs including one parked at my Nantucket summer mansion, though I am against large, polluting, inefficient vehicles and blame George Bush for our energy problems. I served in Vietnam (four months).
PLEASE CONSIDER MY EXPERIENCE WHEN VOTING IN 2004.
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