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| worst 24 hours ever....thanks |
| 12.29.04 (12:52 pm) [edit] |
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So yesterday SUCKED and today sucked more....so far. I got to O'Hare around 1:00, and my flight ended up not leaving until 5. I had a layover in Houston before Phoenix. There was bad weather in Phoenix and something wrong with the plane so they made everyone stay in a hotel until this morning. I was supossed to go from Chicago to Phoenix, then Phoenix to Dallas today because it was like $2,000 to go from Phoenix to Chicago to Dallas to Phoenix. ANYWAYS, I ended up just getting a ticket to Dallas this morning. I didn't get to the hotel until 1:30 AM, but at least it was a Wyndham hotel so it was nice. I got up at 5:45 and had breakfast, and there was a shuttle to the airport but it didn't leave until 7, and my flight was at 7:50 so I was kind of freaking out. Of course the line for security was like a mile long, and once I finally got through they made me wait in another line since I was 'randomly selected' to be searched, and by this time its 7:30 and I asked the Lady if I had to wait in the line because I was going to miss my flight and she was a bitch and said there was nothing she could do about it. So I finally got done being searched, after the bitch broke the zipper on my Louis Vuitton bag, at 7:45. I knew I was going to miss my flight but I ran to the gate anyways and the plane was still there but they wouldn't let me get on. Thanks. So I had to take another flight and I got here around 10:30. Worst airport experience EVER!! So I got home, took a nap, and now I'm going to go get some margaritas with Kylie then go to Jake's. I talked to Audrey and Jen and there is going to be some shit going down when we all are back in the AZ. But I'm not going to write about it because I honestly don't care enough to waste my time. Lets just say that people certainly have high opinions of themselves and obviously don't give a shit about their "friends". Anyways.....i'm going to see Ky and I'm sooooooooo excited so peace out.
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| still kind of sick :( |
| 12.27.04 (4:06 am) [edit] |
Well this christmas kind of sucked.....On Christmas Eve I ended up getting really sick and I had a fever of 102, so I slept through everything and didn't even go to church. I am still sooooo sick, my throat is almost swollen shut and I can't breathe at all! No fun. Christmas was weird because everyone was really sad since it was the first christmas without my Grandpa, and we all went to my Grandma's house and she made us all sit down and read us this poem called "Merry Christmas from Heaven" so of course all the girls are crying and everything. Everyone was trying to act happy for her sake, but it all seemed so fake. I can't imagine being married to someone for 60 years then just having them not be there one day. I was talking to her and she said she sometimes reaches over in the middle of the night for him and he isn't there.....that broke my heart. The worst thing is seeing someone you love so sad and knowing there is nothing you can do about it. On a brighter note....we did wake up to a white christmas, which was nice. Because there is no point for it to be this freaking cold and not have snow. It snowed in Texas too!! Crazy. I got some cool presents, a new digital camera and a bunch of clothes and shoes from my parents, and pink uggs and a white Marc Jacobs purse from Muzzy. What did everyone else get?? I think the best i've heard so far is Skye's diamond and emerald martini necklace! Yesterday I went with my cousin and my aunt and uncle to Milwaukee (I've never been there, and never want to go there again) to help her move out of her apartment since she is moving back home. She had this really cool loft but I would be afraid if I left my apartment I would get shot. There is no way in hell my parents would ever let me live there!! I thought Tempe was ghetto! I wasn't really much help since I had a fever and felt like shit, I curled up in a corner and passed out for 4 hours. I feel a little better today but I can't breathe at all. At least my sleep schedule is back on track.....I've been going to sleep early and waking up early. No more 5 AM - 5 PM! I can't wait to see everyone at home!!! Especially my partner in crime!! I wish I could stay for more than a week though. And JAKE SUCKS since he is leaving the day after New Year's to go skiing....booooo you whore! I forget who I was talking to the other day but they said something about how boring my life is, and I was like well you only know my life through my blog and I'm not going to write personal shit like hooking up and how I really feel about certain things....I think its slutty to broadcast your sex life on the internet! But thats just me. Random thought: You know what's weird? How you could think you are completely over someone, and then the prospect of seeing them again brings back all these thoughts and suddenly they are all you can think about? Like what could have been if things would have been different? I am plagued with those thoughts. Annoying. Anyways.....HAHAHAHAHA I just remembered yesterday when Audrey called me and said her mom's car had been stolen at the mall and they even called the cops, and it turns out they were in the wrong parking garage. That is sooooooooo funny! Well I am going to get dressed because we are going to breakfast then hitting up Michigan Ave, and my mission is to find me and Audrey sparkly scarves!! Miss you guys!
[b]Yellowcard[/b]
[i]Only One[/i]
Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason
I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one
Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone
And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one
Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one
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| BaBy iTs COLD oUtSiDe!! |
| 12.24.04 (7:21 am) [edit] |
So I'm in Madison, Wisconsin at my cousins house which I think may be the coldest place on the entire planet. It says on the computer it is -6 right now. BRRRRR. It is too cold to even snow! The ironic thing is that it is snowing at home in Dallas!! Whenever it snows in Texas it gets all icy and people freak out because they don't know how to drive in it and there are a million car accidents. I have never been as cold as I was yesterday when I went with my Aunt Bev to Michigan Avenue...oh my god it was insane. And I don't really have alot of warm clothes, so I was just wearing jeans, uggs, a sweater, and a jacket...soooo cold. I had to buy gloves and a scarf and stuff because I thought my face was going to fall off. It was worth it though because I got these super cute Marc Jacobs shoes. I would like to see Guill and Andy while i'm up here but I don't think its going to work out because I'm not going to be in the city again I don't think. For Christmas Day we are going to my Aunt's in Rockford and we will probably come back up to Madison because that is the brother my Dad is closest to. Its not like I don't see them every day when i'm at home though!! And for everyone in Texas.....I'll be back the 29th so it's on then! For New Years there are so many things to do, and I would love to do all of them....Jake's Party, Dallas with Kylie and Lacey, Skye's Country Club's open bar....but I have a feeling i'm going to be a bit too intoxicated to go from place to place. Or thats the plan at least. I want to go to Dallas with Kylie, Matt, Lacey, and Chance but I think I would feel like a 5th wheel and I've been talking to Jake about New Year's for months and I want to see Pajo and Roy and Joey and everyone so I will probably go there. Especially since they are all going skiing on January 2nd and I won't get to see them the rest of the time. I'm going back to the AZ on the 5th....Jen and Audrey will already be back and Andy gets back the 5th too. Drew might come home early to do Winter Session, I wish he would because I MISS HIM SO MUCH!!! Audrey and I would be watching TV last week and be like, This is weird....I miss Drew! Well we are going to go do some last minute shopping....Merry Christmas everyone, I miss you!!! Wish for snow! The Starting Line Cheek To Cheek Bound to say something, eyes closed,
It's cold, and I'm home
I feel like nothing again,
Pretending not to care, but I care,
And I care, don't say another word
Our time was worthless, and I tried
We started over and over again, as we let go
We held each other, held hands,
Held standards and grudges
That's when I let you know,
I guess that goes to show
Just what I've been going through,
More nights of hugging my pillow, oh
Replaying memories
Sing this song for me;
And tell me how you'll never leave my side
I'll meet you at 7
I miss you already, goodbye to you
(The last goodbye, I'll never say to you)
Time was worthless, and I tried
We started over and over again, as we let go
We held each other, held hands,
held standards and grudges
That's when I let you know,
I guess that goes to show
Sing this song for me;
And tell me how you'll never leave my side
I'll meet you at 7
I miss you already, goodbye to you
the last goodbye I'll ever say to you
And I tried so hard,
And I've done my part,
And not to mention most of all of yours
Try and feel,
Try and listen,
Try and think of what you're missing,
Try to look into my eyes.
TRY
Goodbye
Sing this song for me
And tell me how you'll never leave my side
I'll meet you at 7
I miss you already
Goodbye to you
The last goodbye I'll ever say to you
Replaying memories
You'll never leave my side
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| FREEZING!!!! |
| 12.22.04 (4:39 pm) [edit] |
I'm in Chicago until Tuesday.....it is like 8 degrees here.....literally. I had to go buy a new coat today because mine was not warm enough. I have never been so cold in my whole entire life!! I guess my blood had gotten thin from living in AZ. First things first though..... Liz, I suposse I shouldn't have written about you in here and I know I totally went off about everything, but I was really pissed off and this is my place to vent. I didn't expect you to read it and didn't even know you had my screen name, and that doesn't make it ok, but I wouldn't write anything in here I wouldn't say to your face. I think you are a cool girl and all, but Rob and Drew are two of my best friends and I get really offended when people disrespect my friends and I think you just don't consider anyone else but yourself when you do things. I know it really is none of my business, but it became my business when Audrey decided to bring the cat to my house because you were just going to leave it outside to (probably) die. If you bought the cat, you should take care of it, and you don't, Rob does. I don't want there to be any friction between us because I am at your house more than you are and I don't want to have a problem with you or vice versa so if you want to call me or whatever we can talk.
Anyways....back to Chicago....
Yesterday I was about 5 minutes away from missing my plane because the line for security was like 3 miles long. And the guy in front of me asked me if my Louis Vuitton was real. Who does that?? So I called my Dad and told him I was probably going to miss my plane and he was like freaking out but I ended up making it with about 3 minutes to spare. I was pissed because I had a really early flight and a layover, but I just didn't go to sleep the night before so I slept the whole time and my whole layover so I went pretty fast. On my second connection I had to take a LITTLE PLANE so I was really scared because I am terrified of those and I hate flying to begin with. Luckily I was so tired I fell asleep otherwise I would have spent the entire flight thinking we were going to crash. I met my parents and Muzzy at O'Hare, she was stoked because it was cold so she could wear her mink coat. She told me I could have it when she dies. Don't say that!!! that is horrible!!! Plus, you are only sixty two!! So we went and got our rental car and met my Aunt, Uncle, and Cousins at Giordanos, which is the most amazing pizza EVER and I only get to eat once a year. My aunt, mom, muzzy, and I got a little drunk (I didn't get carded so I was excited) so my Dad and Uncle were embarassed because we were being loud. Today we went shopping for 9 hours, which was awesome, except it was so freaking cold, I was dying. We went to this huge mall called Woodfield in Schaumburg which was amazing because it had every store you could ever want....I got a new coat at Nordys. We went to dinner at Cheesecake Factory....so good. But I got really upset at dinner because my dad kept saying I looked fat in my sweater because it was too small so I started crying and he said he would buy me a sweater that fit better so I picked the most expensive cashmere sweater I could find. Take that asshole. NEVER CALL A GIRL FAT. Even though its true....Fatty McFat. I'm totally going on Atkins or something because I have gained so much weight. Gross. I'm like uncomfortable in my own body, I don't feel like myself. I've just been depressed and stressed out lately so whenever I am I eat alot. I wish I was one of those people who didn't eat when they were stressed. That would be great. Oh but something good did happen today. We went into that TJ Maxx store to get gloves, which I never really go to, and I found a T Bags purse!! For those of you non-fashion savvy, T Bags are only sold in LA at stores like Kitson for around $300 and I found one that was kind of like a clutch and turquoise for $40! So I got one for me and Kylie....we can be matching!!! So that was my favorite part of the day. Well, we are going to see Meet The Fockers so peace....but I miss everyone already!!!!
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| blogging=sex (according to audrey) |
| 12.20.04 (9:50 pm) [edit] |
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Audrey says: Blogging is therapeutic like sex, when its over you feel alot better. Ummm not exactly, but OK....I'll have to say my favorite Audrey quote of the day would be, after she read some girl's my space that said she wants to start a clothing line called Hot Chocolate....."We should start one before her....just because I love crushing people's dreams"....hahahahaha. I'm going to Chicago tomorrow and I'm PISSED because my mom made the reservations wrong so I have a layover in Tennessee....I don't do layovers. Another Audrey comment.....that is cool, because then you can say "Are you from Tennessee?? Because you're the only Ten I See!". Haha. I also thought my flight was at 1 pm, turns out its at 8 am and I haven't packed or done laundry or anything yet. I should be doing it now, but this is more fun. I probably just wont go to sleep tonight so I'll sleep the whole time on the plane. Or maybe I should just bring a flask. We'll see. I can't wait to see my Mommy!! Last night Jen and Audrey and I drank some wine and then Andy and Ross came over after work. We went and bought some more beer, and Audrey was super wasted and kept knocking over the christmas tree. Jen went home around 2 and Andy passed out on the couch...at this point Ross was really drunk and kept hitting on me and was like "Lets get naked" "Wanna makeout" "Ill show you mine if you show me yours"...I thought he was just joking at first but he was being serious....I just kind of tried to laugh it off but it was kind of making me uncomfortable. We went to McDonalds to get everyone breakfast at 5, and he wouldn't stop trying so finally I said you're a really cool guy and all, but I don't really know you that well, and Suzy likes you, and I kind of sort of like somebody else....he was like well thats cool but when we got back home he was like rubbing my leg and stuff so I was like well I'm going to sleep!! Goodnight! I don't know why but I have just never been the kind of girl who can randomly hook up with guys. Its just not me. I hope he was really drunk and won't remember because he is fun to hang out with. Liz thinks hes hot so maybe I will hook them up?? I don't know....Anyways, I woke up around 11 and we were all like wheres andy?? But he left a message on my whiteboard saying he woke up at 8 and decided to walk home. Its not that far but I feel bad he had to walk home. Then some drama happened.....Liz (Rob and Drew's roommate) got this cat this summer when she lived at Andy's without asking him which was bitch move #1. Bitch move #2 was not asking Rob or Drew. She is never home so Rob and Drew always have to feed and take care of the cat, and Drew doesn't have walls so the cat bothers him in the middle of the night. Bitch move #3 was when she was suppossed to get the cat spayed and she didn't so the cat was in heat and being obnoxious. The cat pees all over the place constantly. Drew hates the cat, and Rob says he does (even though he secretly loves her) but neither of them would ever do bitch move #4. Apparently Liz decided to get rid of the cat, and was going to take her to the Humane Society, but didn't have time and/or was hungover to drive 10 minutes, so she just put the cat's bag of food, a bowl of water, litter box and the cat outside on the back porch hoping it would just run away I guess before she left to go home for christmas. The neighbors next door had been leaving it water and food on the porch, the same neighbors that called the cops at the Naughty Christmas Party, which could be a problem because you aren't allowed to have pets in Hayden Cove so they could be bitches and report them for having a cat. Of course Liz didn't consider it, and its just cruel to leave the cat outside. I realize it is none of my business really, but Rob and Drew are my friends and I care what happen to them and even though Grace is a bitch I still don't want anything bad to happen to her. So, Audrey is either going to take her to San Diego and have one of her friends adopt her or take her over to Rob's sister's house. I really don't know why i'm so pissed about that but I just want to bitch her out because she takes total advantage of Rob and Drew and she always comes home and says "Where is my cat???" So I don't know WTF goes through her head. Ummmm yeah anyways Audrey and I are just sitting here drinking some beers, and I suppose I should go back at some point. I HATE packing. I probably won't write while i'm in Chicago so MERRY CHRISTMAS everyone and have fun at home....i'll miss all of you!
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| close call |
| 12.18.04 (12:43 am) [edit] |
Tonight something really scary happened....
Audrey, Andy, and I went to Red Robin for Dinner and on the way back we were pulling up to a stop light and it was a red light. My breaks locked up and my car barely stopped in time....like it was thisclose to hitting another car. I was really freaked out and Audrey could tell....I didn't want to cry in front of Andy and I was almost hyperventilating because the feeling of almost losing control of the car just really reminded me of being in the accident with Michael. If I would've gotten into an accident and hurt either one of them I would have never forgiven myself. They are two of my best friends and I don't even want to think about that. I had to roll down the window because I was going to throw up. I dropped Andy off and had to have Audrey drive home because I was not Ok.....it was really scary. So when I get back home I'm definately getting new break pads and stuff. Anyways.....we came home and I was pretty upset so I tried to go to sleep, but couldn't, so Audrey and I started drinking some. Arlo came over and now we are just chillin and drinking and watching some movies. I want to go see Spanglish or Meet The Fockers tomorrow. I cant wait to see my family on Tuesday......i'm going to miss everyone though. Well we're going to watch Office Space now so later....I am so glad nothing happened tonight, but now i'm thinking of michael.....
[b]Yellowcard[/b]
[i]View From Heaven[/i]
i'm just so tired
wont you sing me to sleep
and fly through my dreams
so i can hitch a ride with you tonight
and get away from this place
have a new name and face
i just aint the same without you in my life
late night drives, all alone in my car
i can't help but start
singing lines from all our favorite songs
and melodies in the air
singin life just aint fair
sometimes i still just can't believe you're gone
and im sure the view from heaven
beats the hell out of mine here
and if we all believe in heaven,
maybe we'll make it through one more year
down here
feel your fire,
when its cold in my heart
and things sorta start
remindin' me of my last night with you
i only need one more day
just one more chance to say
i wish that i had gone up with you too
and i'm sure the view from heaven
beats the hell out of mine here
and if we all believe in heaven
maybe we'll make it through one more year
down here
you wont be comin' back
and i didn't get to say goodbye
i really wish i got to say goodbye
and im sure the view from heaven
beats the hell out of mine here
and if we all believe in heaven
maybe we'll make it through one more year
i hope that all is well in heaven
cause it's all shot to hell down here
i hope that i find you in heaven
cause i'm so...
lost without you down here
you wont be coming back
and i didn't get to say goodbye
i really wish i got to say gooooodbye
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| sad! |
| 12.16.04 (11:40 pm) [edit] |
Rob, Skye, and Guill left today :(
I was so sad I went shopping and bought myself some cute new clothes and these really really cute boots. Last night we bought a bunch of alcohol and hung out at Rob's but I only had two drinks. Audrey ended up spending the night there, and I stayed over til 4ish and watched tv with Andy....I don't know how he managed to stay awake since he had been up for 36 hours playing Halo and looked like he was on heroin. I have never seen anyones eyes that red. I went home at 4 and ended up just not going to sleep for some reason, which was stupid because then I felt like shit all day. Not necessarily that tired, but whenever I dont sleep I get this weird headache/stomachache thing. I was bored so I went shopping around 10.....i'm never up that early! I took Skye to the airport at 1 then went over to Rob's to see him and Guill before they left. I hope I get to meet up with Guill and Andy in Chicago while I'm there , just for dinner or something. Guill is like my favorite person ever! Audrey and Jen went to Olive Garden for dinner and I was going to go but I had a date with Seth Cohen.... Audrey got my pictures developed from the Hat Party and they are sooooo funny except that was the night I was super wasted so I look disgusting in every single picture!! Well I think Audrey and I are going to do some shots....
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don't even ask!
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| Everyone is leaving :( |
| 12.15.04 (1:21 am) [edit] |
Audrey and I took Drew to the airport this morning....I am so sad I won't see him for a whole month!! :cry: There is a chance he might come back on the 26th to do winter session so that would be cool. On the way back from the airport the scariest thing happened.....keep in mind it is 7 AM so I was very tired and out of it, but we were turning onto university off of rural and some crazy guy on a motorcycle was swerving in and out of traffic and he almost hit my car and flipped me off like I did something wrong....so we drove up next to him and I flipped him off because he was an asshole, so he CHASED me down McClintock and was driving right next to my car, like 6 inches away from my window screaming at me and Audrey was like just ignore him!! But he wouldn't go away so I rolled down the window and asked him what his problem was and he screamed FUCK YOU FUCKING BITCH DONT FUCKING FLIP SOMEONE OFF and all this other shit...so I was like excuse me, first of all, you do not talk to a woman like that, second, you are like 45 and i'm 19, third, you were driving wrecklessly and you flipped me off first and almost hit my car!! So he continued to scream and I just drove off.....the pulled a bitch move and got his license plate and called the cops. I was like ummmm some guy just assaulted me! And the lady goes, so he came and hit you in your car? Well, no....(that wouldve made such a better story and then I couldve kicked some ass) So I hope they found him because I really think he was drunk or something plus he was scary!! So we came back to my house and were going to go back to sleep and then the doorbell rang....I thought it was that guy coming to shoot me or something....but it was the mailman. Then I went back to sleep because I didn't feel good and woke up with a fever and threw up. Yuck. Audrey came home, and she and Jen had gone to Chandler and some guy waved to her in the car and so she waved back and then he proceeded to lift himself up, whip his dick out, and jack off!! EWWW....what would possess someone to do that??? I don't know what the hell was going on with weird ass people on the road today, but thats tempe for you.....it was so weird not going over to Drews tonight to watch Real World....it was weird not being over there tonight at all....like I am never home at night I am always over there. Skye, Rob, and Guill are leaving Thursday so we will have to party tomorrow. I am going to be sad when they leave. But Audrey, Andy, and Jen will still be here so thats ok. I am sooo stoked for Price is Right....and we are going to go and spend the weekend there since it is taped on a monday....hopefully we can stay with Ash. I don't think i'm going to go to LA when I first get back since we will be going 2 weeks later. Well I'm tired so peace dudes.
...for audrey...
[b]The Starting Line[/b]
[i]Playing Favorites[/i]
i guess the most that i can do
is make a call and tell you the truth
sing the words in melody
and hope that you'll believe me
here's another song for you
so this one this one makes two
still don't know where to begin
i'll just leave it at this
i'm sure you always feel my eyes on you
but i hope that you will never feel unwanted
wait for me to move out west
it's ok if you don't
i hope you know
you're my favorite thing
about the west coast
i wish i stayed
i hope you wait
so here i am
counting down the days
till california comes
this is the least that i can do
you know i'm bad at calling you
the best way i can extend
the lonely words i miss you
i'll say it but i'm sure you knew
you're what i look most forward to
coming back to where i've been
i'll just leave it at this
i'm sure you always feel my eyes on you
but i hope that you will never feel unwanted
if you feel unwanted
wait for me to move out west
it's ok if you don't
i hope you know
you're my favorite thing
about the west coast
i wish i stayed
i hope you wait
so here i am
counting down the days
till california comes
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| kinda stressed |
| 12.12.04 (11:09 pm) [edit] |
I'm kind of freaking out a little bit, I feel stressed out, even though finals are over.....stoked I got a 4.0. I really, really want to go home and see everyone and go to Chicago and see my family, but part of me doesn't want to leave and doesn't want everyone else to leave. Audrey is staying here the whole time and Jen gets back the 1st and Andy and I both come back the 5th, but everyone else won't be back til the 18th or so. But then that next weekend we are all going to Price Is Right in LA so thats going to be really fun. Its just that last year after Christmas things were different. After going home for such a long time everyone came back and was kind of hung up on home. I don't want things to change....I like them the way they are. I always do the "what if" thing and drive myself completely crazy. I hate when I do that. Drew has decided to stay here and i'm worried if he goes home he will end up changing his mind...among other things. And Marc always calls me around Christmas bc he goes to Dallas to see his Dad....and I just don't wanna deal with that. Last year when he called me I was in College Station with Kylie so I didn't have to see him, and hopefully when he comes this year I'll be in Chicago. Just seeing him brings me back to when things were so different...before they were bad, then when they were really bad. I have worked so hard to get over all of that and I just don't need to be reminded of it. Plus he has changed so much, like last year when he called me he wanted to know if I had any cocaine. Oh yeah since you know I'm so into coke and all!!! WTF...anyways, Slake is going to state AGAIN next weekend!! I wish I could go....last year when Kylie and I drove to San Antonio it was so fun bc we saw the Colvin Twins afterwards and they are SO HOT! Ummm yeah....so I came back from Andys this morning and Drew called me around 11 or 12 and wanted me to come over so we could cook breakfast and I was like no way i'm going to sleep for at least 2 hours.....definately didnt wake up til 6:30 and I had 14 missed calls. Oops. So I went over there and Drew, Skye, and I went to Denny's....I think it was our waitresses first day because she took forever and kept forgetting things. Then we came back and watched Desperate Housewives and then Not Another Teen Movie came on. Audrey and I had never seen it so we watched that...STUPID movie. Then there was a commercial for KFC so we drove there and brought food back. It was so gross I didn't even eat it. Then we watched the Girl Next Door...such a cute movie. I left around 1:30 because the house is trashed and I have so much laundry to do, but i'm sitting here writing this.....I hope Audrey comes home soon bc I'm bored!!! Well I guess I could go do this dishes or something.....later
[b]Lifehouse[/b]
[i]Sick Cycle Carousel[/i]
if shame had a face I think it would kind of look like mine
if it had a home would it be my eyes
would you believe me if I said I'm tired of this
well here we go now one more time
I tried to climb your steps
I tried to chase you down
I tried to see how low I could get down to the ground
I tried to earn my way
I tried to change this mind
you better believe that I have tried to beat this
so when will this end it goes on and on
over and over and over again
keeps spinning around I know that it won't stop
till I step down from this for good
well I never thought I'd end up here never
thought I'd be standing where I am
I guess I kind of thought that it would be easier than this
I guess I was wrong now one more time
I tried to climb your steps
I tried to chase you down
I tried to see how low I could get down to the ground
I tried to earn my way
I tried to change this mind
you better believe that I have tried to beat this
so when will this end it goes on and on
over and over and over again
keeps spinning around I know that it won't stop
till I step down from this
sick cycle carousel
this is a sick cycle yeah
sick cycle carousel
this is a sick cycle yeah
so when will this end it goes on and on
over and over and over again
keeps spinning around I know that it won't stop
till I step down from this for good
so when will this end it goes on and on
over and over and over again
keeps spinning around I know that it won't stop
till I step down from this for good
sick cycle carousel
sick cycle carousel
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| the morning after.... |
| 12.12.04 (6:59 am) [edit] |
WOW...
Last night was the naughty christmas party......I am pretty hungover even though I was one of the more sober people (SHOCK....that NEVER happens.....I told you I was going to be a good girl) so that sucks. Its supossed to be 80 today and everyone is going to hang out by the pool and barbeque but I have a feeling i'm going to be right here....in bed. Skye, Audrey, and I went to fascinations to get outfits last night but I didn't really find anything. Audrey didn't feel good so I took her home then Skye and I met up with Liz at Chandler and we got outfits at Fredericks....skanky. We then got our makeup done at MAC, and the girl must have misunderstood me. I said I wanted to look HOT, not like a porn star. She put all this black eyeshadow on me and it looked like I got punched in the face. So I had to come home and redo it. Ew I do not feel good. Anyways....went over to Rob's to get the party started....played some beer pong. Then my roommate from last year came over bc Drew invited her, which was cool, but she was a total bitch to me. To everyone she was like "Oh my god!!!" and hugging them and I was trying to be polite and I asked her if she worked at Express now and she was like yeah...in this bitchy voice. That pissed me off. She was the one that was a bitch to me last year and at least I have the manners and class to be nice to her. Whatever. That kind of put me in a bad mood for a little bit. There was a keg at Andys and a keg at Robs so people were going back and forth across the street and then the neighbors called the cops around 12:30. I was expecting that to happen but not til at least 2! So Andy and Guill and Rob, Drew, and Liz got a written warning....the cops were cool, it was just the neighbor that was being a dick. I'm sorry, but if you're going to live in a college town don't freaking bitch everytime it is loud, especially on a saturday. Go live in Chandler or Scottsdale. Thanks. Then some shit went down. Some girl was being a bitch to Jen and so we were like oh hell no, and Audrey and Skye (dont fuck with skye) went and yelled at her and told her to leave. But it turns out she just went across the street to Andys....so we went back over there to tell her to leave.....well actually Skye and Audrey and Jen were doing the yelling I was just like yeah bitch!! Because i've never been in a real fight before.....I wouldn't want to break a nail or anything!! JK. This girl wasn't even friends with anyone at the party, like nobody could figure out where she came from....and all of a sudden I don't know what happened but Drew was literally holding Skye back and the girl HIT HER AND MADE HER BLEED so Skye threw her beer all over her and lets just say that girl was lucky Drew was holding her back because I have seen Skye's temper and it is not pretty. I still cant believe she actually hit her!! Lets have some class here.... thanks. After that things settled down and everyone was just chillin....I met this kid from Plano so we were having the Plano/Southlake debate....he was pretty cool though. Everyone left around 3 or 4 so I went and slept at Andy's.....woke up around 9:30 and I felt like SHIT and didn't want to wake him up and ask for tylenol so I came home. And now i'm gonna go back to sleep. Good night.
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| Its beginning to look alot like CHRISTMAS :) |
| 12.10.04 (12:48 am) [edit] |
So remember when I said smoking was trashy and high schoolish....oops well I got talked into smoking last night! Its ok to do it every once in awhile, I just don't want to make a habit of it or anything. I wasn't acting stupid or anything like I normally do when I'm high, but Audrey and I were SO HUNGRY so we ate an entire tin of christmas cookies and attempted to make grilled cheese but Rob didn't have any butter so they didn't taste very good.....that was last night....tonight I watched the OC...OMG can you believe that ugly girl is Calebs daughter??? So that would mean she is Seths...and kind of Ryans aunt, Kirstens sister, Julies stepdaughter....Marissas stepsister...AHHH i'm freaking out. Well thats what she gets for being ugly and trying to steal Ryan away from Marissa even though shes being an idiot and hooking up with the lawn boy. I do like the girl with the purple hair, although I want Seth and Summer to get back together. So there is my OC spiel for the week. One more thing....HOW CUTE WAS SUMMERS DRES??? I want it for New Years. New Years is going to be super fun....Jake is having a big party and Kylie and Matt and Lacey and Chance will be in town. Kylie wants to go to Dallas which would be really fun, but last year It was her and Tres and Lacey and Chance and I was like the 5th wheel so I don't know!! I will probably do both. Either way it will be fun. Jake is going to come visit next semester....I hope he brings Pajo. That would be awesome. Anyways....Audrey, Skye, and I went over to HC after the OC and played some super nintendo....then went on a beer run.....gotta love the PBR!! Drew, Skye, Rob, and Audrey smoked and I drove them to Wendys and they were all super blazed.....Rob told Audrey to make out with the guy at the drive through but it turned out it was a girl....oops. Funny stuff. We went back and we were all about to watch Pirates of the Carribbean when it turns out the wet spot I sat in which I thought was beer was actually cat piss. Ew. That was not cool at all. Andy was passed out in a fetal position and the cat jumped on him and went crazy it was funny. Well I'm gonna go to sleep because I am doing some major christmas shopping tomorrow.....and tomorrow night we are having our group christmas dinner complete with a honeybaked ham and then saturday night is the NAUGHTY CHRISTMAS PARTY!!! The cops are so getting called!!
(for the boys at home...skye knows what i'm talking about!!)
[b]The Starting Line[/b]
[i]Hello Houston[/i]
lead on
to keep our feelings strong
and make me still believe
our page is one and the same
our ways will separate tonight
you say if we were to wait
some things just might be changed
I say that I dont have the strength
to fuel a burning flame
speak to me
what can I say, we just live too far away
that's a shame that love can make you stay
sweet thing
I hope that you know I'm wondering where you are
You say this could work someday
when you and I both know this is the end
Leave me the way it has to be
excuse my poor excuse
tell me that insecurities
are what drove me to you
and everyday I compare your face
from sweet beginnings to your bitter end
sweet thing
I hope that you know I'm wondering where you are
You say this could work someday
when you and I both know this is the end
Let me let go
sweet thing
I hope that you know I'm wondering where you are
You say this could work someday
when you and I both know this is the end
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| 12.08.04 (1:17 am) [edit] |
Today I actually woke up early and was productive....wow!! Audrey and I went to McDonalds at 5am......because McDonalds breakfast is bomb.....then we finally went to sleep. My mom called at 8:45 and woke me up....we talked for a little bit and she is like obsessed with Kelly Clarkson and told me to download this one song (note the lyrics of the day) because it reminded her of me and my ex bf marc that absolutely SHATTERED my heart junior year. So I downloaded it and it does. Then I couldn't fall back asleep because I was preoccupied....I just wonder how different my life would be if I wouldn't have met him. Part of me wishes I never had, but the other part doesn't....he was my first love, and I am a stronger person because of everything we went through. I am also messed up from it and I dont trust guys easily and I am really insecure. But anyways. I talked to Kylie for awhile then fell back asleep around 11, and Audrey woke me up at 12:30 and we went shopping for our Naughty Christmas Party outfits but we didn't find anything we liked. I tried on this babydoll thing at Victorias Secret and I looked like a total fatass and I am soooo white so we went tanning. Now both of us are super burnt bc we havent gone in forever. We are going to go every day this week and i'm going to mystic on friday so I'll be really tan for Saturday. I am SO EXCITED....this is going to be the funnest party of the whole year. I'm going to go to fascinations tomorrow and see if they got anymore of the mean girls outfits in, which i wanted to wear in the first place, but they were sold out last week. After we came home I was sooo tired because I only got like 4 hours of sleep but Audrey would not let me take a nap....I was super grouchy. Rob came over and fixed my car so it finally works!!! We watched Real World and the Laguna Beach finale.....I AM SO EXCITED THERE IS ANOTHER SEASON....and even though I think Kristin is a slutty bitch I secretly kind of like her so thats cool that she will be the narrator. I wouldn't mind her as much if she wasnt with Stephen, but I want Stephen to be with LC!! That was SOOOO cute how he picked her up at the airport! Ok I need to get a life. After Laguna we went over to Jeremy and Chad's house to play beer pong with Andy, Rob, and Guill......Rob and Audrey were pretty drunk *shock* and I was kind of bored because I wasnt drinking or playing beer pong since I had to drive. I left there at 3:30 bc I was super tired but Audrey wasn't ready to leave yet so she stayed and the boys were going to bring her home.......Audrey I bet you a million dollars that you a) spend the night at Rob's and b) don't go to work tomorrow. We will see. Well I am SO FREAKING TIRED so i'm going to sleep. Nighty night
[b]Kelly Clarkson[/b]
[i]Because of You[/i]
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
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| winter doldrums |
| 12.06.04 (11:20 pm) [edit] |
just got off the phone with skye....
I guess everyone else has noticed how depressed i've been lately?? Hopefully after I go home everything will be better. I just feel like shit about myself, I hate my job, I am pissed off about school, my life is like a waste.....blah, blah, blah. All I do is complain. I got into a fight with my Dad today. Big surprise. I don't mean to me so negative....I really don't. I don't know whats gotten into me. Assuming I do well on my finals, I'm going to end up with a 4.0 this semester, BUT there is some bs rule saying if you get DQ from ASU you have to sit out a full year. My old advisor said if I took a winter session I could avoid this, but it turns out she was full of shit. So I'm really pissed about that. I told my mom about that awhile back and she said we will talk about that if that happens and it looks like its going to. The parental units are not going to be too happy about that. And I was looking forward to going back to ASU.....I feel like such a loser. I think I am going to change my major to BIS because as much as I want to do meteorology I cant deal with all this math and physics. I want to go to FIDM. I can't believe I am almost halfway done with college. That is soooo scary. What the hell am I going to do with my life?? I used to be smart, I swear......I am such a mess. I am in need of some retail therapy. Audrey doesn't have to work tomorrow and my boss gave me 2 weeks off because I told her I was stressed out and thinking about quitting so we are going christmas shopping. I love buying things for other people even more than buying things for myself. Weird, because most would say I am a spoiled brat. Well I say FUCK YOU :P
[b]Simple Plan[/b]
[i]Welcome To My Life[/i]
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
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| 12.06.04 (12:14 am) [edit] |
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BLAH its cold and rainy....rain is cool for awhile but it gets old. Especially when your car needs to be jumped and I don't think you can do that while its raining. Plus rain makes me sleepy and extra lazy. Good thing I didn't have to work this weekend. I am soooo sick of my job and I really want to quit. I am seriously considering it, I just want to find another job before I do so. I was going to work at the Vine but I don't think thats going to work out. Last night I was going to have a party at my house but it ended up not working out so we all just hung out at HC as usual and watched movies.... Drew, Skye, Audrey, and Rob smoked....I was proud of myself for not smoking....so me, Andy, and Guill were the only non-high people. We watched Vanilla Sky, which I have never seen, weirdest movie ever!! It made no sense it all and I can't believe i wasted 3 hours of my life watching it. I fell asleep on Drew's couch, which I really regret because the cat was pissing me off all night....I should have gone across the street and slept at Andy's, I don't know why I didn't. I woke up at like 10 and Rob and Audrey were making Macaroni and Cheese...weird...and Drew woke up and we watched TV for awhile and then the power randomly went out so we were like what the hell are we supossed to do!! No cable!! But it came back on after a few minutes thankfully. Drew took Audrey and Me home and I went back to sleep and Audrey went to work. I woke up around 5 and cleaned the apartment and did some laundry then watched the movie the 5 People You Meet In Heaven. It was a good movie, it made me a cry a little bit, but the book was way better. I rearranged my room because I was bored....there was so much shit under my bed! I talked to my sister on the phone for awhile, and she told me everything I was getting for christmas....thanks timmy....when I was younger I used to unwrap and rewrap all my presents but now that i'm older I kind of want to be surprised. I mean I know some of the stuff i'm getting, like a new camera (since mine got stolen), but now I know all that i'm getting.....It will be weird having Muzzy go with us to Chicago! I hope she doesnt make a scene. She wants to take me and timmy into the city.....I am thinking more along the lines that we can go shopping for a little bit then she and timmy can do something and maybe Andy and Guill could meet up with me somwhere. I don't know if that would work out but that would be cool. I hope this christmas will be ok for my Grandma. I know it will be hard being the first christmas without my Grandpa. I am just glad we will be up there and not in Texas. Christmas in Texas just doesn't really feel the same. Anyways......I'm soooooo excited for our Christmas dinner on Friday and the naughty christmas party saturday!! Audrey and I are going shopping for it sometime this week....she is basically wearing just lingerie, I wish I could do this but I would be too cold and too self conscious! I am wearing the outfit Lindsey Lo wears in Mean Girls though for Jingle Bell Rock. Thats skanky enough. Remind me to go tanning every day this week bc i'm pasty white!! Ohhhhh GREAT NEWS.....my longhorns are going to the Rose Bowl...hell yeah!!! I really want to go but i'll still be at home......too bad. ASU is going to a bowl, but it is the Sun Bowl in El Paso and who wants to go to El Paso? Exactly. Maybe if they would've beat U of A (I don't think anybody has gotten over that yet) they could've gone to San Diego and played A&M and Kylie could've gone :cry: i'm very disappointed. Well, i'm gonna go to sleep so nighty night guys
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| 12.04.04 (1:07 am) [edit] |
partayyyyy....
they boys had a rough week so we hit up a party on vista del cero at one of chris and brians friends houses. I've been there before but i'm not sure who lives there. I felt like I was back in high school after a football game because everyone was drunk and singing weezer and sublime songs. And then at one point I felt like I was around my dad and his friends while they were drunk because they were singing Billy Joel. Very weird. I love how boys have to pay to drink and girls don't. Hahaha. They went through 4 kegs before the cops broke up the party. We went to safeway and bought some beer and a 4 liter bottle of $10 wine (always a good choice) and me, Skye, Audrey, Andy, Rob, Drew, Guill, Jen, Amy, and Suzy went back to Andy's and Ross and two of Skye's sorority sisters, Holly and Kristen came over. Holly is bomb as fuck, I love her. I was kind of trying to hook up her and Drew but that didn't really work out. I was pretty drunk at one point and dancing with Drew, Amy, and Suzy but now I feel completely sober. Audrey stayed at Rob's house and I was thinking about staying at Andy's but my bed is just soooooo comfortable. Plus everyone was going to sleep and i'm not that tired. Audrey and I are having a party tomorrow...yay!! But what i'm really excited for is next weekend.....the naughty christmas party!! Everyone is going to be WASTED. I can't wait to wear my cute Lohan outfit. I can't believe everyone is leaving for christmas in less than 2 weeks....i'm sad. I'm going to miss everyone soooo much over christmas :cry:
Well, i'm going to try to go to sleep so goodnight everyone
ash...
[b]Yellowcard[/b]
[i]Star Struck[/i]
Where is your inspiration, you lost it, oh so long ago
so much for innovation, I saw this coming long before
You had no motivation, your hopes are high but trapped below,
This constant competition, we've won but your still keeping score
But I grew up, wishing on a star
You think I won't ever get too far.
So high on dedication, it feels so good to get away,
From all this repetition, this angry town, this battleground
So now we'll break tradition, we'll leave you swimming in our wake
Without your inspiration, you won't survive, you'll surely drown
But I grew up, wishing on a star
Your think I won't ever get to far
But I grew up, wishing on a star
You think I won't ever get to far
Where is your inspiration, you lost it oh so long ago
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| 12.02.04 (2:12 am) [edit] |
Once again a wasted day. I didn't wake up til 5 since I couldn't go to work....my car still won't start. Real happy about that. I HATE not being able to drive places it drives me crazy. Audrey and I watched Nick and Jessica's Family Christmas, which was not all that great....I was kind of disappointed!! Jessica has the most gorgeous voice, but lately she sounds all nasal and weird....like shes trying too hard or something. We went over to Drew's and watched Requiem for a Dream.....super weird movie.....it made Drew want to smoke so bad. I'm just so over smoking.....I think its really trashy. Like I look at girls that smoke and it looks so low class. Its kind of a high school thing I guess. I hate that I was ever even into that. I smoked when I went home in October and afterwards I was just like ok what was the point of that?? I would prefer that I didn't even drink but thats not going to happen any time soon. ANYWAYS......after Requiem we watched Brokedown Palace....Andy had to work til midnight so he came over for awhile then went to sleep for an hour since he and rob have this huge project due. Audrey and I were going to go jump on his bed and wake him up but we figured he wouldn't appreciate that. Plus Audrey gets freaked out when she sees him in his boxers hahahaha. Its hot.....by this point Drew was kind of drunk so me, him, and guill watched A Cinderella Story at 3 am......cutest movie. I want Chad Michael Murray he is SO GORGEOUS!! I'm going to try to stay up all night and not go to sleep today so I can maybe get my sleep schedule back on track since lately I can't go to sleep before the sun comes up. I have a feeling i'm going to pass out around 8 am. Yeah so my mom booked me a ticket to go from here to Chicago, and I thought I would fly from Chicago to Dallas then back here, but she booked me two separate tickets so I have to come back here from Chicago then from here to Dallas and Dallas back here. I hate flying so i'm not real stoked about that. I'll only be gone for two weeks.....but Audrey is staying here and I think Andy is only going home for 2 weeks so there will be stuff to do....plus I have to work a bunch. I can't wait to go home and see Kylie and my puppy and everyone else....and I LOVE christmas in Chicago with all my family....and my aunt bev and my mom and I go shopping on Michigan Avenue.....it is so fun. Well Audrey and I are watching Heartbreakers so i'm gonna peace.....goodnight yall
[b]Ashlee Simpson[/b]
[i]Surrender[/i]
If that's the way you want it
Well there you go
Baby you can have it all,
Now that you just let me go
Yeah,yeah
Yeah,yeah
I waited here for so long
Thinkin' that you'd see
You just kept on runnin' away
You make your misery my company
Open up your eyes
Dont you know you only get one life
Oh, you drive me crazy
Oh, you just bring me down
Look out your window
My sunshine's all around
All you have to do is just surrender, just surrender
All the pain in your heart,
All the tears in your empty soul
And when you're spinnin' round and around
Im the psycho goin' outta control
Open up your eyes
Dont you know youre only wasting time
Oh, you drive me crazy
Oh, you just bring me down
Look out your window
My sunshine's all around
All you have to do is just surrender, just surrender
You know it doesn't matter what you do
Dont you know i'm so over you
Open up your eyes
Dont you know that it's your life
Oh, you drive me crazy
Oh, you just bring me down
Look out your window
My sunshine's all around
All you gotta do...
Oh, you drive me crazy
Oh, you just bring me down
Look out your window
My sunshine's all around
All you gotta do is just surrender, just surrender
If that's the way you want it
Well there you go
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| i love you.....but not in a weird way!!! |
| 12.01.04 (12:40 am) [edit] |
Today I called in sick to work so I could clean out my second bedroom and help Audrey move in. Too bad I didn't wake up til 4! We actually got all the stuff out in maybe 30 minutes and moved all of Audrey's stuff in pretty fast, I was surprised. Then we went on an adventure to Ikea because Audrey needed a lamp and I think my silverware is ugly so I bought new stuff. It was so fun... I pushed Audrey in the cart and all these people were giving us weird looks because we were being really loud and playing in the kid's section. Its not like the ikea in houston.....its like a zoo! I want to go back when I have more money because there was sooo much stuff I wanted to buy like this cute pink desk. I am so excited Audrey is living with me now....its going to be so fun. Then we went to In n Out which was b.a.f. as usual. The only thing that sucked was that she made me listen to country music in the car....ewww.....jk i don't mind all of it, just most of it. Being from Texas you would think I would like country music but most people I know hate it. After all of that we went and bought some cheap wine and beer and went over to Drew and Rob's for a Real World/ Laguna Beach party. I AM SO SAD THERE IS ONLY ONE LAGUNA BEACH LEFT!!! Ste-PHEN!! Ew I need to get my nails done....I just looked down at them and they looked icky. Ummm back to LB, I will be very sad next tuesday. I wish Real World would end because this one sucks and they could start a new one. Tomorrow is Nick and Jessica's family christmas....woooo hoo! I am going to force the boys to watch it. And I know they will because Jessica is hot. After we watched Real World and Laguna Audrey and I mobbed to DT bc I wanted a quesadilla.....yum. That is the only thing besides fries I will eat from DT. Then we watched Minority Report. Audrey didn't watch so she stayed upstairs and drank more wine with Rob....she got really pissed because Andy did the ball thing really fast and she still cant figure it out. Audrey wasn't ready to leave and I wanted to go home so Suzy brought me home. Oh and yeah my car wont start. Great. Its like a new car and there is always something wrong with it. At least its an excuse not to go to work tomorrow!!! Audrey has to work at 8....i'm wondering if she will actually make it. Doubtful. Well i'm gonna go be cool and either ebay it up or play some snood since im cool like that. PAWPRINT taylor
[b]Slick Shoes[/b]
[i]Proved Me Wrong[/i]
A softer kind of smile.
A star that holds your stare.
Everything I've ever known just blew up in the air.
Don't you hate it when every love song makes sense to you?
and time away breaks your heart in two.
I really hate it now.
They should have taught us this in school.
I really thought I was so cool.
You proved me wrong again.
I can't wait til' the next time I see you.
it's getting hard to sleep at night.
I'll pretend that it's alright.
It doesn't feel that way.
By now you probably hate this song.
It's probably best that it's not long.
I guess you proved me wrong.
I can't wait til' the next time I see you.
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